What happened this past few days...
Added 2020-09-22 02:06:10 +0000 UTCHey guys! I will be back with more reactions tomorrow. I would really love if you guys can check out the video. I'm sorry if I'm to vague but there is a reason and I hope you guys understand. Love you all ♥
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I am new to this patreon, but I really was drawn to your vibes as a good person-if that makes sense. I suffer from a LOT of mental health, due to various traumas in my past. So I totally get about mental health. I also feel this year, in general, has been SO triggering for everyone. For a plethora of reasons. Take all the time you need. Your health is SO important Much more so than watching movies and tv, ect
Natasha G
2020-09-23 03:49:05 +0000 UTCWe'll always be here for you Juli, even in the hard times. Thanks for always being so open with us! <3
Jenn Rose
2020-09-22 19:52:24 +0000 UTCI know exactly what you mean by blocking out traumatic memories, I've been doing that for 2 years now and eventually it gets too hard 😔 I'm sorry you are going through this, it's not something I wish on anybody ♥️♥️
Christopher Nicholas
2020-09-22 13:01:36 +0000 UTCHere for you Juli, if you need
Dai
2020-09-22 12:29:32 +0000 UTCgirl you know that if you need a safe space, you can always confide in me. I am very appreciative of you always being real. it's seriously a gift to be your friend, mi amor <3
thisismaria27
2020-09-22 11:22:30 +0000 UTCYou should never feel like you have to do anything for us. We are all here because we want to support you. Take care of yourself first and do whatever you need to do.
Jared Scoggin
2020-09-22 09:35:22 +0000 UTCI don’t think I can have the perfect words to make you feel better. But just daily reminder that you should never have to pretend here (I know that’s the case but keep making this place a safe one please). It can be a safe place without telling what your problems are. And of course, the day you’re feeling it (or not), you can open up to us. We always are here. Take care, it’s okay if you have to take a break from 1-2-3 weeks, you don’t owe us anything ! Love ❤️
Enzo
2020-09-22 08:17:13 +0000 UTCHi Juli. The fact that you made this video to share something so personal with us already makes you stronger and braver than you probably see yourself. However you feel - whether you need more time to process things or just cry, just know it’s okay to do so. It doesn’t make you weak or a failure. It just makes you human like everyone else. We’re here for you. Hang in there 💕
Rachelle A.
2020-09-22 06:57:48 +0000 UTCNo matter what we have your back and support you. It’s cool that you’re honest and upfront and that you feel bad when you can’t deliver content but really an apology is not even necessary. You are doing great. And you’ve exceeded expectations here. Wishing you well, Juli.
Nathan
2020-09-22 05:03:04 +0000 UTCI’m not telling you what to do or the best course of action here because I’m not a professional. This is just my experiences with something you touched on. You said how exhausting it is to avoid that memory now that you’re aware of it, now that it’s opened up a bit. You use all of your energy to avoid it and that is not uncommon. I did too. As hard and as painful as unlocking my traima was, it changed everything for me. It took some time. I’ve been in therapy for like 4 years and once I started unburying my demons, it was the best thing I ever did for myself. It’s hard and it hurts and you’ll cry but you’ll end up with so much energy, you won’t have to pretend to smile or be happy, some of that anxiety could even melt away. Obviously only do it when you’re ready — but I just want you to know there is a big bright light on the other side of that trauma and you’ll get there. And we’ll be with you whenever you need or want us. 💜
Sara Peterson
2020-09-22 04:13:29 +0000 UTCDon’t feel pressured. You are doing a great job. You have to take care of yourself first. I like your reactions and am always excited but your health comes first so I’m sure we all understand and wish you the best with everything that is going on in your life. Whatever that you are dealing with can not and will not destroy you rather you will conquer it.
Corey
2020-09-22 03:41:32 +0000 UTC“it’s not going to own me” YES! you are so strong i aspire to be that strong. i think you’ve seen the movie, but you should really read the book the perks of being a wallflower, the way the one scene of charlie unlocking the trauma he had blocked out is so powerful and sad and something i think you could definitely relate to
fry
2020-09-22 03:16:34 +0000 UTCPlease don't ever feel like you are disappointing us. Your reactions are best when you are in a good place to be doing them, but it is okay to take breaks when you need them. Take your time processing and handling what you are going through. We are of course always excited for new reactions, but your mental health comes first. Be well xoxo
sandrinegeller
2020-09-22 03:12:38 +0000 UTCjuli i love you so much i hope you know how strong you are and whatever happened know that we are hear to listen on your time love you ❤️
fry
2020-09-22 03:06:58 +0000 UTC
