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Added 2020-11-14 08:16:00 +0000 UTC
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I love you and support you for whatever you want to do. Know that we are here for you.
Ashley Laduranteay
2020-11-17 04:14:28 +0000 UTCWe're here for you. I understand the depression and insomnia issues all too well. And family being mentally draining.
Leora Nechama
2020-11-16 00:24:44 +0000 UTCJuli I've said this so many times, but I'm never going to stop saying it. No matter what happens WE WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU! I know I can't speak for every single one of us but I know the majority of us care for you and love you and just want you to be happy and relaxed. We're here for more than just your reactions, we're here as your friends and your supporters and those who have your back even through the worst times. I wish I could help more than this, but just know whenever you feel like you're going to fall we'll be here to catch you. Please know you can talk to us whenever you need to and please take your time and focus on the things that matter. <3
Jenn Rose
2020-11-14 19:12:13 +0000 UTCI was not able to watch the whole live stream but I saw the part where you broke down while talking about the issues with your family specially your brother and I am really sorry about what you are currently going through and I wish that I could physically hug you
Egil Hellá
2020-11-14 18:32:40 +0000 UTCJuli, I wish the very best for you, take good care of yourself, we will always support you <3
Iben Frederiksen
2020-11-14 18:01:31 +0000 UTCJuli, I've been with you since November 2017. I'm not going anywhere. Please take the time to take care of yourself.
Jose
2020-11-14 17:45:06 +0000 UTCIn spite of everything it is good that you are on the path of being better, trying to get another doctor and standing up to your brother's abuse, because he is an abusive person, here for you if you need anything
Dai
2020-11-14 14:12:37 +0000 UTCGirl, just worry about taking care of yourself. We're not going anywhere. Hugs ❤
Shaun Stacy
2020-11-14 10:35:22 +0000 UTCDon't worry at all about the reactions!! You come first and we all love and support you!!!
Rebekah Reed
2020-11-14 10:24:34 +0000 UTCWishing you all the luck on sleeping juli and you don’t have to strain your self on uploading take all the time you need and what I like to do when I can’t sleep is go on to YouTube and go on this channel called Yellow Brick Cinema-Relaxing Music they do 24 hour streams of sleepy music and i listen to it with my earphones but don’t know if that’ll work with you just wanted to give my 2 cents hope this helps remember that we ain’t going nowhere.
CMFThRillEr
2020-11-14 09:43:11 +0000 UTCYou know, when your brother tells you that you are not able to do something, that he wishes you the worst, I think that even if it is your brother, your blood, you have to accept that some people do not think like us, maybe his behavior doesn't shock him and he maybe doesn't feel responsible for anything, but this way of thinking he has, unless he's doing a real job on itself it will not change. So always remember that his behavior has no excuses, it's sad, it's true because he's your brother but you won't change him. Now you have to focus on Josh and your mom, and you mostly. I don't know how your relationship will evolve but even if later he hasn't changed, if you think about yourself and your health, then later you will remember longingly about what you and your brother might have had as a relationship, you would be a little sad, because it's a shame but you will see, the pain will be less, because you will be moving on. Never let anyone tell you what you can or cannot do, I know this phrase is easy to say but hard to apply on a daily basis sometimes, but remember one thing, someday when you get very old and that you will remember your youth, your life, believe me that you do not wish to have lived just for the others, our passage on Earth is unique and fast, your path and experiences also are unique so live as much as possible, for one day, later looking back on those dark moments, on what you accomplished and say "I made it, I suffered, it was difficult but I did it", think about it, think about the next day when you want to give up, think that tomorrow will be another chance to accomplish what you want. Call another doctor or ask your current doctor for the address of one of his competent colleagues, but do not wait for the others, it does not lead to anything. Like you said, you need someone to talk to about this angst and weight you are feeling, with a professional, it will definitely help. Medication only helps to a certain point, after that you need professional follow-up to continue your journey to your best. I think you know that you need to find a balance in your life, first by removing the negative energies preventing your personal and professional advancement, by finding a solution to sleep and give your body what it needs, then you will be able to start a long work with a professional, learn to relax, to surround yourself with positive people on a daily basis, to even find passions that allow you to escape (other than reactions) and you will see over time you will get better, you will know your body and your mind better, how to get out of it, and the path will be made by itself. In addition, you should look for techniques for relaxation and inner peace, because sometimes the silence when you try to sleep while your mind is running at full speed is not the right technique because you are just thinking and rehashing. Try some classic songs, without lyrics, just music or the sounds of nature, the sound of the waves, maybe also a scent that would relax to help you sleep, or even essential herbal products which are sometimes very effective, I'm sure there are plenty of techniques to be peaceful before going to sleep out there, ready to be made yours. Sorry for this long message, I think that we can all identify in a way with you, more or less deeply with your situation and your feelings, and then you know that we are there to listen to you if necessary, if you connect with someone that you feel will understand you, pursue it and try to exchange. You are not alone, believe me, the proof with the comments that will fill this page again, you have an infallible support from your community, it's wonderful, don't forget that. I will not expand more than expected in this post otherwise I will not stop 😅😁 but I wish you the best in the days to come and we hope to hear from you.
Anaïs
2020-11-14 09:33:40 +0000 UTCTake care of yourself Julie.
Michelle
2020-11-14 09:14:36 +0000 UTCHe is not right. You’ve built a community with your hard work. I wasn’t able to go to the Zoom call so I don’t know the extent of what your brother says or does, and I am not a professional by any means, but I am an emotional abuse survivor and based on what little I know about your brother, he does sound like he’s being emotionally and verbally abusive. You don’t deserve that. He’s trying to knock you down because you shine brighter than he does but he doesn’t get that you have people who are gonna catch you. There’ll be no one to catch him. Keep holding on and keep hanging on. I know it’s hard and scary. I hope you hear back from the psychiatrists. 💖
Sara Peterson
2020-11-14 08:49:34 +0000 UTCI know you may feel this way, but you’re not making excuses and you don’t need to apologize for not posting! You have great commentary and insight to add to the show/ movie you react to, which is why we’re here- for you! Your health and mental state always comes first! Sending well wishes and positive vibes. Thing will look up💕
heather
2020-11-14 08:46:46 +0000 UTCTake your time. We’ll be here for you. Also, I don’t know if they provide this in your country, but maybe look into seeing a hypnotist or something. I know that sounds crazy or something, but I’ve heard they can genuinely be helpful in clearing your mind and helping you relax. I don’t have experience myself, but I do know people who have seen some and they’ve helped with just relaxing and clearing the mind. Maybe when you get the chance to talk to a doctor you can ask about that. I don’t know if a hypnotist would help you, but I suppose there’s also no harm in trying.
Rubi Moon
2020-11-14 08:46:08 +0000 UTCYour brother isn’t right. You’ve accomplished so much and you provide valuable insight and commentary on the shows and movies you cover! Put yourself first. Things will look up. Sending healing energy ❤️
Cassiopeia Morningstar
2020-11-14 08:41:20 +0000 UTC❤️❤️feel better beautiful! Your health and family and mental state should always come first!
Kyra 🌟
2020-11-14 08:25:42 +0000 UTCWe love you.. Please, take care of yourself ❤️🙏
adilja
2020-11-14 08:25:00 +0000 UTCJuli we ALL LOVE YOU!!! ❤️ Tale care of yourself, reactions can wait your health matters the most. You’re not hopeless i promise.
Dominique Eugene
2020-11-14 08:18:29 +0000 UTC
