Update...
Added 2021-04-15 01:31:01 +0000 UTCNot a 100% there yet... but recording this did made me feel better.
Thank you all for your support. Hopefully you guys can watch this video ❤️
Comments
Omg Juli you have no idea how much I relate to certain aspects of this video! I love you so much, and I’m so sorry you’ve been feeling these things. I too have generalized/social anxiety, depression, and autism. I think too hard about so many things, and I always think people are sick of me, and don’t want me around anymore... even my own family. I have a therapist that has expressed to me that they’re irrational thoughts and fears, but it’s not easy for me to just stop thinking it. Like I can just snap my finger and my brain will stop putting the thoughts in there! It’s definitely been an ongoing process for me that I’m still working on. TW: I also have those extremely negative thoughts about wanting to die when certain situations happen where I think someone is sick of me. It’s certainly not easy for them to go away, but I do different things to help myself or distract myself by doing activities I enjoy. Mental health issues are so important, and are definitely not taken seriously by so many people! They can literally take a toll on your energy and how you live! People think that the only way of being sick is physically, but that’s not the case! Anyway, Juli I know this may not matter because you don’t know me personally and we’re not friends (even though I wish we were lol) but I think that you are absolutely needed in this world, to make people happy and put a smile on their face! To make your son, mother, and the rest of your family happy... because trust that they’ll be absolutely heartbroken if you were gone! Also you make people all around the world so happy with your videos, and personality! For me, when I watched your YouTube videos I always looked forward to it not just to see your reaction to things, but also to know your opinion or insight about it. Your beauty, amazing personality, and hilarious sense of humor was also a marvelous bonus! 😉 Then after awhile when I was actually able to do it, I wanted to sign up for your Patreon because I thought... ‘yay more ways to watch Juli lol!’ I’m so happy I did it, because I’ve been having a great time! Overall my point is, you’re an incredible person, that makes so many people smile, and I wish you all the love in the world! Again so sorry you’ve been going through this, take as long of a break as you need! I love you so much queen! 😁🥰🤗❤️
Nicole Sadler
2021-04-15 03:49:53 +0000 UTCalso money and friends is SO tricky, or even family with time-ect. I have given both time and money to both family and friends with not as much recipicated. A lot of it was lack of boundaries-on my end-but SO difficult to say no if someone you deeply care about-or care about at all-is struggling. And I felt this to my CORE when you stated you felt your only purpose was to help people. One reason I had a mental breakdown in 2020 was I have a compromised condition that would leave me vulnerable to Covid. There wasn't enough concern from friends and extended family to try and help me. I was isolated and felt almost betrayed by the lack of help,since I had tried to help them with no expecations of rewards. But at the same time I also felt "Where were THEY when I NEEDED somone the most?" I chalked it up to a major learning experience, to be WAY more cautious with my time/energy/and money. And to realize self care isn't selfiious, and yet at the same time it's OKAY to be a little selfish. You are th eone that fights to survive most days. As shitty as that is
Natasha G
2021-04-15 03:04:19 +0000 UTCdo not apologize for feeling these mental health issues. They are real, and the feelings are real, too. And soemtimes dark, and scary. Please, take ALL the time for yourself. However long you need to be healthy again. We are here for you
Natasha G
2021-04-15 02:54:47 +0000 UTCTake as much time as you need to feel better. We will always be here!! We are extremely proud that you were able to record and talk to us today. Remember that the smallest steps are sometimes the biggest! We love you Juli!!!! ❤️❤️❤️
Anthony
2021-04-15 02:37:49 +0000 UTCJuli! Do not apologize for expressing your feelings. We love hearing from you and want you to get better. Take the time you need to process what you’re feeling. Like I said in my other comment, I suffer from depression but have gotten better over time. I just wanted to say that when I started on the medication I’m on now, I’ve had to change dosage a few times because your body adjusts and changes over time. There were days where I couldn’t get out of bed and I felt like I had no one, but I’ve recovered since, thanks to my therapist and getting the right medication. Your journey will be different then mine and your moms but just make sure you take to the time to talk to your therapist and your loved ones. I wish I could give you an in person hug and tell you how proud I am of you getting this video up. I just want to say in response to what you said about getting out of bed counts for something, getting out of bed is an amazing first step to a greater journey. I know you will do great and I’m here to see where you go from here cause you inspire me. I don’t have a lot of friends right now myself but I’ve grown to appreciate the time I have by myself and know that this is possible for you too. Love you to the moon 🌙 and back.
Lily Cohen
2021-04-15 02:32:56 +0000 UTCTake us much time as you need Juli, we’re here for you! Sending you my well wishes ❤️
heather
2021-04-15 02:32:28 +0000 UTCSending you so much love Juli. Just take it day by day ❤️
Alexis
2021-04-15 02:31:04 +0000 UTCWe love you, girl. We got you. ❤
Shaun Stacy
2021-04-15 01:33:17 +0000 UTChi Olivia! i hope you are ok i would like to ask you to watch citrus and react to this anime because i saw your reactions on bloom into you, and you liked it a lot i guess, and citrus is the best anime where there are lesbian relationships, the story is very beautiful, the characters are very well written ... here i hope you get my message, and watch this anime, otherwise i love your reactions, take care of you, and I wish you and your family happiness, Have a good day😊
Surgeon OfDeath
2021-04-15 01:32:39 +0000 UTC
