Update…

Thank you sm for your messages, you guys are right It seems like I can’t a break 🤷‍♀️🤦‍♀️

But on the good news, we found 2 different doctors. A Pedriatic surgeon and a gastroenterologist and they both agreed that my niece doesn’t need urgent surgery. That her problem can be treated at home.

He has double all the medicines. Got her on a new diet and will begin the proposer studies once all the stool has passed.

Thank God, my niece has finally gone to the bathroom after almost 10 days 😨

She is still very tired and very scared about even going to the bathroom to pee, but she is been brave and with the help of my brother (she is such a daddy’s girl) she is receiving the treatment and doing so much better.

She will have this pretty agressive treatment for 4 days and then it will go down to once a day for a month.

The doctor will see her in 2 weeks to order some exams so he can look into why this happened in the first place. It looks like it’s something she was born with but we’ll know better soon. So we can know how to treat her.

She is so tired rn, and I honestly can’t blame her. Everyone around her was not helping at the moments we had to put the enemas and everyone was crying. I was the one doing the procedure since the doctor explained to me and I kinda have expiren en bc of my grandma. So I had to be the strong one and make all of them stop crying bc they were scaring her even more. Once everyone was ready we did it and it went better.

It breaks my heart hear her telling me “why are you doing this to me, it hurts, stop!” And her now been kinda scared of me. Bc she knows when I get to her house it’s bc I have to help her and she doesn’t even want me in her house anymore.

I am hopefully that will pass, but still hurts. I love my niece and nephew so much that it breaks my heart thinking that she believes I broke her trust. Or that I am not a good person for doing something she doesn’t want. Right now of course she doesn’t know that she might not want this but it’s what she needs.

Hopefully she’ll understand and don’t end up hating me for it 😭

Honestly the first clinic we went to we want to sue them. They almost cut my niece open when it wasn’t necessary. She needed treatment not surgery. It’s scary how evil people can be, specially with the little ones.

Anyways, thank you for your support. You guys are incredible. Thank you for always been there for me.

Thank you for always been my safe space.

Schedule has change slightly so I will still post movies tomorrow. Thank you for all ❤️