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We have some heartbreaking news... 💔

Hey patrons,

I really wish I had it in me to record a video explaining everything to you, but I just don't and I apologize for that... so it'll be quite a bit of text coming your way...

Our beloved project bird Bluee the parrotlet, has passed away. Luckily, I was the one to find him before Capri came home that day. I actually went in to love on him for a little bit before she got home because we all know how she hogged him... and he was lying on the bottom of the cage near his food dishes.

I immediately prepared him and sent him off to WSU for a necropsy as there were no obvious signs of cause of death. We knew when adopting him that he wouldn't have a long life, and even at his checkup they reminded us of this fact but I don't think we predicted how short his time was with us either. To put a timestamp on his time with us, we picked him up in July of 2022.

Many of the videos you are all enjoying of him on a weekly basis over on BirdTricks Kids were recorded during the summer and fall of having him with us. He had so many adventures with us immediately that we didn't want to miss a moment.

And he was such a good traveler!

So a note to that, those videos will still be coming out every Saturday on the BirdTricks Kids channel, and please don't stop watching them and sharing them. Hopefully you can still watch them with a smile and know that you are supporting Capri's channel. We will eventually let people know on that channel and more publicly at some point, but for now having those videos scheduled is a blessing because there is no rush...

I'm sure you all can assume how utterly devastated, heart broken, sad, shocked... just riddled with sadness Capri is. This was the exact reason she adopted him, was because she knew he didn't have long to live and she wanted his last months (what we thought would be years) of life to be the very best they could be.

We used to joke that Bluee just wanted Capri to be sick all the time because on sick days she would stay home and cuddle with him allllll day and if she simply left the room to get a snack he would be calling after her. We would all give him words and yell at her like, "hey, get back here and cuddle me! you can't leave me for this many seconds at a time after that much love! get in here!!" We loved how much he loved being and feeling loved. Every morning she would spend over an hour just cuddling him in her bed. He was so content just with her.

As some of you know, we opened up our first 501(c)3 non-profit called Project Parrots. We are in the very early stages (only got a bank account for it a few days ago) but it finally had its first expenses and that was paying for Bluee's necropsy and cremation. If anyone would like to sponsor these expenses, please send the funds using this link. If you want to cover just part of it, here is the breakdown of his necropsy and cremation expenses (we did have him cremated so that Capri can spread his ashes when she's ready, and we also requested his leg band be sent to us so if you guys have any ideas for how to best use it, I'm all ears.)

Necropsy Histopathology $75

Avian Necropsy $42

UPS Next Day Shipping $16

Cremation $117.19

Any donations that are received above and beyond these expenses, will be utilized on future project bird expenses and/or projects of the 501c3. 

His cause of death came back as he was predisposed to a disease called necrotic enteritis which is when the intestines are inflamed and start to die. In cases of stress or damage, this disease comes out of nowhere and not a lot about it is understood. Secondary, he had signs of atherosclerosis from a high fat diet in the past. So basically, his life in that hoarding situation for so long just set him up for all of this. Although we knew we couldn't reverse everything with changing his diet and environment, we are really glad we were able to make a difference in how he felt about people (at least one human).

I know Capri will keep her heart open to another project bird in the future but right now we are just wanting her to know it's safe and appropriate to mourn and miss him.

If you would like to send Capri a card or anything in the mail, she loves receiving mail, here is our fan mail address:

217 Cedar St #401

Sandpoint ID 83864

If you know of a tiny/small bird that you think would make a great next project bird for her, please DM me here on Patreon or email me at info@birdtricks.com and we will take it under consideration (timeframe likely being the spring - which for us is May!)

I wanted you all to know first. And just know it will likely take us a while to go public with this information. It's just a lot of sadness right now and when Capri is distracted she's great but when she remembers, she's not. We are all not... especially Blueberry who has been probably the most affected which also came as a complete surprise to us.

Thanks for listening, and thank you to any of you who choose to help us in these expenses. I've always just had my business cover project bird expenses unless someone has pushed me more adamantly to cover something (like last year with Sunny's vet bill being completely sponsored by a single patron - WOW!) and now I'm choosing to be more transparent about the expenses we normally endure and be okay asking for help.

Project Parrots and this link is a registered non-profit so your donations are tax deductible. I'm still working on a website and logo for it and we have applied to be a verified charity with PayPal but that will take at least 3 days for our approval process because again, so new.

Thanks everyone. Hug and kiss your birds a little more for us today.

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Comments

I feel so bad for Capri, thoughts with her, you Jamie, Dave, and the Bird Tricks family. Such Ashame things happen so quick without any notice. The time Blue was with you I am sure he had hands down the best life.

Bob Read

Oh, that is just heartbreaking 💔 😢 😞 Oh though, how VERY blessed he was to have Capri and you all to L❤VE and care for him so very much. Please give Capri a big ol' 🤗 and let her know what an inspiration she was to share her L❤VE and light ✨️ to her flock with all of us.

Kristie Cobb

Hi Jamie, sorry to hear the sad news. It's great you've set up your non profit to help more project birds, but if Bluee was adopted as a personal pet (paperwork processed) I don't think the funds can be used for Bluee's necropsy and cremation. Please be careful so you don't get in trouble with any audits.

Lisa Lee

I’ve been rescuing and rehabbing animals since I was Capris age. Capri you are so brave and loving. I know you were the best bird mom, and that Bluee had the best time of his life when he was with you and your family. Because of your heart Bluee knew 💕 love

Cindy Bailey

What you did for Bluee was so precious and so special for him as a little individual and soul. You gave him unconditional love. This was the most important and most wonderful thing Capri, JamieLeigh, and Dave could ever do for this tiny precious soul. Thank you so much for doing this. I understand how you must feel. Love, big hugs, birdie spirit kisses.

Barbara DelGiudice

So sad. Sweet Capri, sending love and comfort.

Diane Dishman

That is so sad, I am so sorry...

BirdTricks

I know… it’s best for Capri’s channel to continue as originally scheduled and give her time and space to heal though. She’s just not ready for the world to know.

BirdTricks

it is so sad and wholesome at the same time to see the recent videos on bird tricks kids with regard to this news. and so many people on social media are hoping for the best who are not here on patreon. sadge

MisterTene

Im really sorry for your loss and I think did you did exceptionally well at giving Bluee the best possible end of life experience. I lost one of my two budgies Sunshine a year ago after she dislocated her wing and the vet put her in a sling. After 6 weeks of being stressed out in a wing sling, I believe her immune system was compromised and she got sick and passed away. The other budgie Sunny is still doing amazing and living her best life with my other parrrot Zeno.

Tyler

Awwww poor Capri. I know how much she connected with bluee the minute they met! She gave that birdie a great last few months of life and she should be so proud of that. I’m so sorry guys 💔 Rest peacefully Bluee

Foxelle

I am so glad I saw her adoption video before reading this. You have raised an amazing little human and I am sending prayers to her little broken heart 🙏🏻

Melissa McKinney

Thank you, Tracey! All she talks about is finding another blue parrotlet and naming it Bluee so I don’t think her heart is quite ready but I think I have a surprise for her in June if you want to be part of making it happen then! We can chat in DM’s or you’re welcome to use the donate link in this post as well. I really appreciate that 💙

BirdTricks

PS: I would be happy to donate substantially toward Capri adopting another parrotlet when the time comes! They’re such unique little birds and would be great friends for Blueberry.

Tracey

I’m so incredibly sorry to hear this! 😭 As the owner of a blue parrotlet I was SO excited to watch your family with Bluee and see how you handled issues related to him/his care. I hope Capri knows she did exactly what she set out to—she gave him the best life he could’ve had and the love he deserved until his last day. As hard as it is, Bluee was as loved and happy as he’d ever been in his whole life before he passed, and you gave him that. Big love and hugs from me and Griffin in Baltimore❤️

Tracey

I'm so sorry for your loss. Its really hard for children but time will heal your hearts. Memories are good things so smile when you think of Bluee. And hug Capri as much as possible bc children grow up so fast and need constant love and attention.

Carolyn Rivera

I just watched the video where Jamie tells Capri that she adopted Bluee. Dear Capri, Jamie, and Dave, I know your hearts are broken. The pain will ease in time and you will have all of your bittersweet memories of Bluee. Capri, thank you for giving Bluee the best life possible for the short time he had you. In time your heart will expand to love another bird, but until then, I’m sending you all love ❤️💜💕and my condolences. I recent lost my kitty after having him for a very short time. I know about the ache in your hearts. Go gently with you all.

Beckie Child

Capri - actually Bluee was a very important bird - internet famous, like the rest of your birds, and just look how many lives he touched (and way more outside of Patreon). That sounds pretty important to me. And *you* made him that way.

Meg Geddes

I am so sorry for your loss. Capri, Dave, and you gave Bluee a such wonderful time. He carries that happy memory to heaven with him. Thank you so much for what you guys did to him. RIP, Bluee.

Mika Horiike

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MisterTene

I am so sad for all of you. It’s so hard to see our children learn how to deal with death of something they love so much. You offered Bluee extra months that I am sure she would never have had. So many hugs coming to you all. I lost my English Parakeet very suddenly and I was devastated and now I am dealing with my Boston Terrier having brain tumor. We all just love our babies so much they really are our family. You 3 offer your whole heart to so many animals and are amazing 🥰😘

Angie Meyers

Sorry for all the typos 🌸

Guy Goldstein K

Just noting that Capri’s channel is for kids, so taking time to think through it is a very good Idea. Thank you for sharing this with us and trusting us that we will react appropriately to this news

Guy Goldstein K

If you and Capri likes it, you could buy crystal beads to add some symbolism of healing energy to it.

Guy Goldstein K

You can color his leg band with sparkly clear/non-opaque gel nail polish and make a pendent out of it, you could either use it for a necklace (which sounds too odd to me because Capri is young and it doesn’t make sense to me as an age appropriate thing) but you could use a beautiful string add spacial beads to represent things that symbolizes him and hang it somewhere that he enjoyed spending time in (maybe in your balcony).

Guy Goldstein K

I am so sorry, so so so sorry. Sending hugs and healing blessings towards you all but especially for Capri. Sweet girl that is a big loss she was so unconditionally loving with him and it is so hard to loose a loved friend. I wish I was close enough to bake her comforting cookies and give her a little hug. Bluee was such a special sweet bird, truly one of the kind! You shared SO MICH GOODNESS in the period of time, Capri and Bluee formed such a true friendship together, what a safe heaven you gave him - he got to heal before passing, he got to end his journey surrounded with love happiness and proper wellbeing. I am hoping this time will be cherished with love and joy forever, and bring a smile up Capri’s face when the pain of loss heals a bit, what she did was a genuinely wonderful and a good thing to do. Sending blessings of comfort, and imaginary cookies, and love, and strength, and love again. May you be surrounded with goodness. -Guy

Guy Goldstein K

I’m sorry Capri. It really sucks to loose a pet.

Judith Mandolado

Sorry. Her not him 🙄

ReinekeRoost

Just heartbreaking!!

ReinekeRoost

Capri, just know that we all are supporting you and mourn with your family's loss of sweet, little Bluee. My heart aches for you as I personally have experienced the sudden loss of one of my babies that I actually named after you♥️! I just loved your name and your cute little spirit when you were you were younger (and now, of course). Soil found it perfect for my little rescue Caique. Please take the time to feel your sadness and know the void he left in your heart will always be there for him but most importantly remember that both you and your parents gave him a wonderful home and so so so much love! YOU gave him that and clearly adored you!!! Know that you, your parents and Blueberry are in our thoughts and prayers!

ReinekeRoost

I am so sorry Capri, my heart goes out to you. One thing you can always remember is the Bluee knew what true love from a human was because of you. Don’t let this keep you from helping and loving another angel. Some of us are called to to love and care for the worst of the worst and that is okay.

FayK

So very sorry to hear this heartbreaking news. It was so clear that Capri and Bluee had a very special bond. Sending love and healing thoughts to all 🙏💕

Ali Stergas

Oh this makes my heart hurt for all of you especially Capri. She loved that bird with her whole heart and we could all see that! Sending lots of prayer and hugs!

Melanie Jones

I’m so sorry for Capri . She has been an Angel to Bluee rescuing him and loving him. I hope she realizes what a huge difference she made in this little one’s life . Blues last year has been filled with love and fun. You all did what you could and surely if Bluee didn’t have you all life would have been much shorter and sad. I’m so sorry . Sending my prayers and condolences

Christina

I am so sorry for Capri and the whole family. Bluee had amazing last months in her care. It was probably the first time Bluee knew happiness and she blossomed in it. I'm so proud of the progress Capri was able to make in such a short time and the awesome life Bluee carried with her when she passed. Nothing but good memories for her to keep.

Holden Kendrick

I’m sorry for the whole family, and especially Capri. The gift of love and understanding she gave to Blue is one she’ll be able to cherish for the rest of her life. Our hearts are with you.

Dazedly Mercurial

I am so, so sorry. All my love to Capri. 💔💔💔

Kate Buttery

I'm so so sorry! We all know how painful this is and seeing our kids hurt has to be twice as painful!! Have you seen those small containers that they put sand or glitter or sparkles in then wear them as a necklace. You can buy a really cheap one at a dollar store. You could put a small amount of his ashes in one and put his ring on it as a necklace to hang in her room. Maybe a little love bird would be a fun bird to work with. I know you usually try to help out Ronie's but I have a friend who has another small rescue here in Utah and she took in a large amount of small birds from a hoarding situation and might have plenty she could choose from. Even another budgie might be a great learning experience for a lot of people. I know she will be great with whatever she chooses. xoxo

Wendy Cottingham

I am so sad to hear this! My daughter is now 18, but when she was about Capri’s age, she lost “her” first pet as well (a Guinea pig, in her case). It was very hard. She wondered aloud if she had played with him enough, fed him the right food, loved him enough — and worried that she hadn’t been the best friend to him. She was enough. She was the best, the exact right owner for him. If Capri is feeling this, please tell her that she was the best owner Bluee could have asked for. Know that as parents our role supporting our children in caring for animals is crucial — Bluee had the best of all worlds in a kid who was devoted to him and adults who guided her. His little life had purpose, he was important, and he finally knew the love he was destined for all along. Sadness is completely natural, and it is completely difficult. Thank you all for continuing to share your journey with him, with us.

Julie K

i'm so sorry to hear this. regarding leg band ideas - i have my sweet Taco's band strung on a necklace i wear. great way to be "close" to him. hugs!

epona

I’m so sorry! At least you know we was loved and well cared of for the few last months of his life. Thank you for making the difference for him

Marie-Noel Roy

I'm sitting here at work bawling my eyes out. Bluee, Capri and their adventures captured our hearts. What a sweet story. I'm so glad that Bluee got the love and attention he deserved, even if it was just for a little while. My sincerest condolences.

Brickelle Gregory

Oh no! My heart aches for y'all! I'm glad you all have each other and that Bluee got to have awesome last months.

PsyFi40

It's always devastating but my god what a way to go out on. To know love, happiness and kindness is a blessing. What a privilege to have known Bluee and see Capri with him. She was so compassionate with him. Fly high little Bluee. You'll be fully feathered and flying everywhere up in heaven, waiting for the day he can see you all again. 💙❤️

MeghanC

Im sorry. 😪 he was a cool little dude. X

Amanda

So sorry for your loss. I've never lost a bird, but there have been many cats and dogs over the years (and snakes and skunks and rats and hermit crabs and a rabbit and a few tarantulas) It's never easy, and specially not if you're young. I'm sorry for Capri and Blueberry as well.

Meg Geddes

So sorry to hear this guys 💔. My first pet loss as a child was a green Pacific Parrotlet named Jasper. I was 12 at the time and a mess. Though impossible to understand in the moment, my heart had room for many more future feathered friends in need but I’m always thankful for the things Jasper taught me. Give Capri extra hugs for us and thank her for giving Bluee the most amazing final year. He couldn’t have found a better human companion to love on him.

Kimberly Carr

Tell Capri we're sad too. I loved watching Bluee learning what it was like to have a loving home and getting braver. I hope Capri knows she gave him love and happiness he never had before and made a big difference in his life.

Julie O'Malley

I am so very sorry for your loss. While too short, please take comfort in knowing he had his very best days, filled with love, while in your care. Not a bad way to go for anyone. 🥹

Laura Charon

Such sad news, and I am sooooo sorry for your loss (all of you, and Blueberry too!). Poor little Bluee, but his last months were happy and safe ♥

Heather Wolf


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