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Hi everyone. I'd like to talk with you about the everlasting NSFW art issue cause I'm getting more and more notifs about people reposting my NSFW art and the amount of it is disturbing I don't even save more screenshots because I'm feeling triggered.... I need to ask your opinion and advice dear patrons. 

Well, recently I started feeling more comfortable about drawing more explicit art so I even made brighter artworks and revealed their faces just because I crave for emotions. Just because I love these two so much. Yet again, even my newest art where TK make love on the couch got reposted?? Unbelievable!!

I think that person who is hiding under some different username actually hates me and does everything just to hurt me. They might not care even if I'll be dying but will snatch the art from my hands just to promote their own account?? I wish I could find them out and just block them forever because they are a threat.

Followers in the comments were discussing about haters complaining to BH/HB about me drawing sexual art on TK and that they actually sent e-mails to them? Can you understand how disturbing is that?

Though I don't think the 'defamation law' in Korea will work since my art is a loving tribute, not a hate in any way, considering the real people issue it is is fanart/fanfiction category, I create fictional characters based on the real personalities. I don't even put their names in my NSFW posts and I asked people to censor them. I try to hide the eyes, I blur the private parts, I do all I can to show it in the most aesthetic and respectful way I can because I know how sensitive is this subject in Asia.

Also I did my best to tell everyone not to repost or share my NSFW art anywhere, privately or publicly because only I as an owner can post my NSFW art privately on my account. I am the creator, I am the owner and only I can share it. I ask, I literally beg everyone not to take it out anywhere. That means I don't want neither the fandom in general nor other people to see my erotic art - I respect their feelings, that means it is only for a certain circle of people who like this kind of art, people who appreciate it and who want to see it. 

But unfortunately some other people who also like it but are careless - they just don't understand that once they repost something that is forbidden to post, it'll attract a lot of haters bashing me - the creator, not them, the haters will be complaining to company or share my art on weverse and post the shaming stuff about me everywhere.

Honestly, I'm not a person with iron nerves, I'm a very sensitive artist with very sensitive feelings, I do feel deeply hurt when I get threats telling that my art is sick, disgusting and wrong that I should stop or else I'm an evil monster and the worst thing in this fandom. I won't pretend it doesn't hurt me.

I try to stay strong, I know, I am forever thankful to all the kind people who support me and my art, specially the nsfw art cause it's something I wanted to do to express the passion, and to sublimate the depth of this passion for the beauty of these two men... There's thousands of people who are not indifferent, who have empathy and respect, who do their best to keep me up and I'm telling you that's the reason I still want to keep up, I still want to go on and share all this positivity, emotions, feelings with you.

My friend told me that she knows there are a lot of artists who draw NSFW art on our boys and they didn't really face much problems as much as I did and they still keep making even more explicit art than I do and they also have patreon. Really? I don't know. I just want to create art peacefully without getting in trouble.

As for what to do in future, I guess maybe I'll be back to hiding half of faces again, maybe change recognizable elements such as tattoos, darken the art... like I did before? And maybe put less transparent watermarks and remove the faces from too explicit art? I mean I don't see anything wrong about explicitness of human body. I studied the anatomy and saw everything the human body was from inside out, well It's just body and it's real the way it is and it can be depicted the way it is. However so many prudish people view it some parts of it as something immoral even in form of beautiful art. I guess something is wrong with their mindset. In most cases such people are hypocrites who aren't saints and innocent. It's not possible to change their brain and all I can do is to avoid them, avoid their attention.

What do I do I just to keep sharing what I feel for these two most talented sweet and beautiful men? I guess that's it. I have no other solutions though you can tell your opinion if you'd like. I'm here to listen. Again I thank everyone for still being with me in these hard times. I'm staying strong together with you  💜