Zinnias requests are open + life
Added 2021-12-01 11:47:10 +0000 UTCI open the requests a bit early since I'll not be available all the time this month! I want to take my time to make as much requests as possible!
As usual you can ask for any ships, fandom etc... I just don't draw OC anymore. It is took much time consuming and it is better to commission me for them. If it is a ship I never drew before, please indicate who is the softy of the pairing, lol! It'd help a lot!
I've to admit Arcane is my new comfort zone right now so I wouldn't having requests from this show haha! But I still love MHA too much to stop drawing the boys! :p
CW: pregancy
I'm still feeling sick and my hormones are fucking me up so it is becoming quite hard to have a normal schedule. Plus I'm still not completely over my last kinktober where I did too much, even if I tried to be kind to myself lol!
But I can't really complain since most of my sickness is for a very happy new! I'm preggo and I'm starting my second trimester. My pregnancy is a bit rough cause I might have a big sickness (which I've been dealing with for more than a year now. My doctors can't fully figure out what I have so I've to pass a lot of tests (and even more with my current state)...We only have big suppositions about random rare diseases...so yay!) and also I've all the nasty pregnancy symptoms! In addition of morning sickness, hyper sensibility and sadness, I am now insomniac and I have a very low blood pressure! lol
Also if any of you have a baby wish that doesn't come true, I can only advise you to go to your doctors! It took us 3 years and a lot of sadness, false hopes etc... to become preggo. Doctors were finally ok to medically help us last summer!
Once we managed to be part of a fertility program, it really changed my mood! I was very depressed and I felt worthless for years. Doctors understand your distress and obsessions. You start to feel valid in your pain and hope can show up again! :) Starting to have hope again was very special and scary haha!
To be completely honest the depressing state is not gone, but it is getting better! I still have difficulties to believe what's going on, but that's also normal! :P
Comments
First: Congratulation to the pregnancy! :) I seriously hope everything will turn out well for you. You really deserve it. <3 Also with your health. I keep my fingers crossed. I hope you can enjoy your pregnancy as best as you can. :) I'm sorry I didn't write anything during the last months, it's a little busy and nerve-wrecking in my life right now. XD But it will get better. For the Zinneas I suggest something soft with Kirishima (long hair if you want) and Bakugou. That would be nice. ;)
Strider
2021-12-02 19:16:33 +0000 UTC<3<3 It was a rough journey and I'm sorry we are so many people out there having this wish that doesn't become easily true. When you can't trust your body anymore, it is a hard feeling.
yakichou
2021-12-02 08:27:47 +0000 UTCI know how wanted a baby is and I’m so happy you’re on your way. It’s been such a journey.
Brookie
2021-12-02 05:55:24 +0000 UTC
