Back (was out of town yup xD)
Added 2020-06-13 20:03:14 +0000 UTCHey guys! Sorry, forgot to tell you I got out of town again...as I've mentioned in the previous update I had a check up a 20ish days after starting the new therapy, so here we go xP
I went away a few days ago, and got back yesterday in the late evening! (tho I was so tired I didn't eat and went straight to sleep, so may as well gotten back today lmao) So my apologies for the lack of replies or anything as I was away TwT I'll catch up with everything asap!
Anyways, long story short, it was finally found out what the heck I have and it's nothing worrisome thank goodness! The new therapy worked out pretty well,now my migraines are down to once a week instead of every day, the ear pain is only occasional instead of deep and constant, and no fever anymore! Yay!
Basically what happened is...I sabotaged myself lmao x,D You see, almost 10 years ago I was stressing lots and lots due to graduating HS and struggling with money and family issues (it was when I developed my severe tachycardia, had my first almost-heart-attacks, and first started taking my meds for anxiety and memory loss) Due to stress I developed the subconscious habit to rip away my lips' skin (often leaving it bleeding), which then shifted to me biting and ripping the inner part of my cheeks (mainly the left one). It's something I do not realize I'm doing until I'm already doing it, and I do it super often, like if I'm not talking to someone I do it several times every hour. I have to move a lot my jaw to the side to get to nibble the cheek the way I want (sometimes moving it with my hand to get further where I want), and years of doing it really damaged my jaw, until it starting hurting also the ear canals and giving me the migraines (still dunno about the fever though). So now I have to take a medicine 2 times a day, and rub my jaws' joints with another med 3 times a day. And of course, try not to bite my cheeks, which is proving more difficult than I thought xP
But yeah, finally the mystery's been solved and I'm doing considerably better now! I can't believe I've been feeling so miserable just for my jaws, like wtffff
I hope to pick up my working pace soon now, thanks to you all for your patience! Hopefully next month the scheduling system will be back into work TwT
Oh! The monthly base is almost done, too! I only have a few hairstyles left and it's ready, probably either tonight or tomorrow....it took a LOT of work, so I truly hope you'll like it ♥ (it's bigger than the softie base, especially cosidering it's not just a frontal fullbody but has also backview, feral form, and a couple accessories! )
See you soon with more works posted up, thanks a bunch for supporting me! Hope you're all doing well! ♥♥♥
Comments
Thanks a lot Mimi dear! ♥♥♥ It's honestly a little problem compared to everything else, but I'm glad it's at least one thing resolved! I'm so happy I'm already feeling better so I can work more ♥ Thanks a LOT for all the supportive words, you're honestly too sweet too me, I don't deserve such praise ;o; I am so happy to know you too Mimi! And I hope to get to know you better with time, you're one special lady! ♥♥♥
DesireeU
2020-06-15 19:57:51 +0000 UTCThanks a lot dear! At least that's one less thing to worry about xD I'm just happy that I'll stop delay work so much, ahah! I always feel so bad when I delay things for so long;;; thank you! ♥
DesireeU
2020-06-15 19:39:02 +0000 UTCYeah, stress is probably one of the things weighing on me the most, from my depression to my heart issues...I'm so sorry you experience the same thing dear, please take care of yourself! And thank you so much! ^^
DesireeU
2020-06-15 19:37:49 +0000 UTCAaah, I know the feeling,used to be that way until high school, then I switched to bullying my lips and cheeks xD Self control is def much needed! Sadly I don't have much and am a very distracted person, but thankfully there's my brother who either screams at me when I do, or smacks me, so it's easier to keep control xD Thanks a lot Mica!
DesireeU
2020-06-15 19:36:20 +0000 UTCThanks babe!! Yeah, so happy I finally know what it was and have found a therapy that's making me better xD I feel like I've slacked off too much 'cause of this orz;;; Thanks again, love youuuuuu ♥♥♥
DesireeU
2020-06-15 19:34:36 +0000 UTCThank you so much hun! ♥
DesireeU
2020-06-15 19:32:55 +0000 UTCThanks a lot! Yeah, super happy I finally know wtf is up, and that it's not a major issue to boot, yay xD At least got one thing off my long list of health issues lmao thanks! ♥♥♥
DesireeU
2020-06-15 19:32:42 +0000 UTCThank you! ♥
DesireeU
2020-06-15 19:31:28 +0000 UTCDesi these are such great news, I am so glad to know you figured out all of this, I think things can just be better for you now, really <3 Maaaaa >v< your cute jaws will be feeling better too! èvé I truly admire you because I know how you've been feeling, I know how it's like, and you kept making beautiful art all the time and- Gosh ;^; You are an inspiration my dear <3 I will always support you, you deserve it so much and much more!! I am happy to know you <3
Mimi - ria
2020-06-15 01:30:25 +0000 UTCGlad to hear you are finally feeling better about that and figured out what it actually was that was wrong. ^^ Hope things smooth out for you int he near future and you can finally relax a bit.
Timothy Conmy
2020-06-14 16:18:36 +0000 UTCStress is no fun, it can make you feel terrible and like there's no hope. I should know, I've felt it plenty of times before and now. I'm glad to hear that you're doing better now. ^^
Pilot231X
2020-06-14 04:56:03 +0000 UTCI can feel with you. When i'm stressed i tend to bite my fingernails off. Luckily I can stop before it starts bleeding. A lot of self control needed for that. Happy that you also can "heal" now. Get healthy soon. ❤️❤️❤️
Mica Night
2020-06-13 20:57:31 +0000 UTCI’m happy you’re doing better AND they figured out what’s wrong and are treating it too aahhh I’m so happy for you!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
timahina
2020-06-13 20:35:25 +0000 UTCI'm happy you are doing better!!! ;v;
Scarlett Sheep
2020-06-13 20:14:21 +0000 UTCYeah, good to know that you finally know what's wrong and that you can efficiently medicate it so that things are going to get better from now on 👍🏼
Voyd
2020-06-13 20:08:24 +0000 UTC
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