It has been 31 springs

Since the moment I born. And well, how things change!

First of all, thanks to you if you're reading this journal, it means a lot to me, since there are a few things I would like to express to you all, being today the perfect excuse to say 'i can be a bit selfish today' and say a few things!

In this year's I've learned a few stuffs in life, and one of them is that usually life is different of what we expect. I know it sounds very vague, even basic, but let me explain.
For me, life is not like a puzzle you have to figure out how to put together for it to work, no. For me it's something more like a puzzle, but which pieces doesn't necessarily have an order or definitive shape.
Sometimes we have to figure out how to put them together, sometimes they do the job by themselves, and sometimes we have to store them apart, even if we like what we see on them.

The thing is to don't stop adding pieces, because sometimes just looking at the same old ones doesn't help at all. Maybe because we don't feel more ideas coming from them, or because we stopped liking them... But we don't forget the excitement when we found that they could be part of our picture.

Care for your loved ones, but love free. We're here sharing time, and all we worth, not belonging to anyone or anything. In the end we all are people, and people needs understanding and trust.

Another thing I've learn is that sometimes we can end up in places where we shouldn't have even imagined. When I stared this account (more than 12 years ago) I did it for fun and to show a bit of my creativity (In progress). If you would tell me 12 years ago that I was going to end up working as an artist and not following my original University degree I wouldn't believe it.

But in the end, I've found that drawing, creating, sharing and looking how a lot of you gets excited with what I create, that guys, it's something that I cannot deny, it helps me to feel alive.

After years dealing with depression, I've found in art (fetish and not) a way to express myself and 'be heard ' as a person. But also, to build a small community which I can call a 'safe place '. And that means a lot to me.
And for me that's more important than the money I could do working in my original area.


And lastly, I want to thank to all of you for being part of this.
By watching my streams, following me in social media, commenting, adding to favorites, sharing... But also for getting something from me from time to time, or supporting me monthly to keep creating art.
I read all the comments I receive. And I try to reply to all of you, because for me it's its very important.


Thank you for being part of it. And I apologize if my journal is a bit vague. I'm writing it as it comes out of my chest.

Thank you people. And let's keep it up!