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I apologize for my general radio silence over the last week or so. I've been really tired.

My output this month was much less than I'd have liked, but I guess I've just really been that exhausted... I suppose it's been a tough year for everyone. 

But I have to get back to work soon.

What's Next?

Following tumblr's "demise" as a safe haven for my work, I am going to have to start posting on deviantArt, Pixiv, and other websites once the new year starts. Please consider following me at those outlets as a means of interacting with my art and I as well.

I'm not entirely certain about things, and that's a bit scary. 

I've been struggling to visualize what's next, what I want to do, and how I'm going to make it happen... It's been confusing. I don't know where to put my metaphorical foot forward as it were, but I suppose the best thing I can do is wait and see.

I've felt so creatively bankrupt for months... It's suffocating trying to figure out what I should do. Perhaps the answer is to simply have fun.

Yee-haw and stuff, Pardner!

I've been playing a lot of Red Dead Redemption 2, much of my day has gone to it, in fact. I'm still only 3% through the Single Player story, but I've sunk a lot of time into the Online side. It's nice to slow down and get lost in it's world. The Online portion is still in it's beta, so it could still use a bit more activities so I'm not just grinding for something. I've been sharing a lot of my adventures on twitter, but perhaps I should start posting it onto @brellom02.

I enjoy the prospect of playing video games more; it's been a while since I've spent so long getting absorbed into a game, but I wish I wouldn't feel so unproductive when doing so.

January is upon us, and so too, is the New Year...

So I guess that means we should be ready for the circumstances and paradigms of our lives & relationships to begin adjusting. I should do some New Year's cleaning.

Anyway, I'm sorry for a disappointing month and not doing my best.

Thank you for all your support, it truly means the world to me.

Don't forget to check out the Dropbox Archive if you have access to it, as it's caught up with all the month's work, even though there was not very much.