Medical Update
Added 2023-02-22 03:56:57 +0000 UTCToday, isn't a day filled with hope of good news.
I had surgery on Friday that I thought went extremely well. I was so happy and started to get back to work until things took a dark, dark turn.
Yesterday I had an object come out of my body which caused me to start bleeding and screaming in pain. I went to my doctor and he realized the piece was the insertion tool used to put my implant in. They left it inside of me. They left a piece of equipment from my surgery inside of my body. Physically and mentally I have hit a low point.
I have a back up series "BeaStars" prepped incase something bad ever happened to me medically and I needed a break. I can't do my daily JoJo's while going through this. If I can manage some recordings I will do my best. But I'm just not sure what I can even do at this point. So daily uploads are still here I just can't do my current series cause I am not well enough at the moment.
Which leads us into the next scary part. My implant's position might have shifted causing it to grind against my organs. My doctor which checking said the placement isn't the correct spot but it seems to still be in. So Thursday I go to my surgeon to find out if I need to go back into surgery to fix it or if I can leave it.
I have nothing really positive to say right now. But just know I have people around me in person filling me with love and support. Thank you for your patience as I try to just be okay.
Comments
/prays for. Take care.
Marta Kira Ayanami
2023-06-05 13:09:44 +0000 UTCStay strong 💪 keep fighting
Froguy
2023-02-25 02:02:13 +0000 UTCi underwent surgery in 2021 and the doctor just plainly botched it. They remove my initial symptoms but generated a whole lot of post surgery symptoms that shouldn't be there in the first place. We're here to support you, that's the whole point of being in the patreon. take as many time as you want. i'll continue to support with my current tier. stay strong smol bean
ffp
2023-02-23 01:42:09 +0000 UTCHere's something very important to consider: the right to choose a different hospital. My mom was a nurse her whole working life, and she said if you ever need surgery to get the information on what the success vs. mortality rate of a hospital's surgeries are. If THE mortality rate is high, DO NOT GO THERE.
PanjaMysy
2023-02-23 00:06:14 +0000 UTCTake all the time you need to do everything you gotta, your health comes first in everything. I wish you a speedy and painless recovery ❤️
Mike Tai
2023-02-22 21:52:51 +0000 UTCI'm annoyed how some even leave their equipment inside of you?! I honestly recommend that you go find a different hospital with a good reputation... Pretty bummed out about the situation your going through...
Chaolao
2023-02-22 20:11:53 +0000 UTCTake all the time you need to rest and recover, physically, mentally, and emotionally after this incident.
Noire K. Vector
2023-02-22 18:54:08 +0000 UTCThat's horrific, maybe it's the Californian in me that wants you to sue the shit out of them. Please be safe and take your time and rest.
Ed Ambriz
2023-02-22 18:25:24 +0000 UTCHoly shit that's horrible! What a nightmare. Hope you feel better soon and get a huge malpractice payout because it sounds like they really dropped the ball.
Steve D
2023-02-22 18:05:59 +0000 UTCHey I only just joined your patreon but been following you on youtube for awhile. And for what it's worth sending you all the positive energy and luck I can. You're an awesome person and deserve good fortune!
William Kleier
2023-02-22 17:59:19 +0000 UTCWe love you take as much time as you need
The Wee Wee Warrior
2023-02-22 16:03:14 +0000 UTCDamn that’s crazy. I want to know a surgeon leaves something in someone’s body like that. Hope everything gets better quickly
Carl Morgan
2023-02-22 15:53:13 +0000 UTCFeel free to take all the time you need. Both for you and for us, record when you feel in the right headspace so both sides will enjoy it to the fullest as always. But more importantly, hope you feel better!
David
2023-02-22 15:10:26 +0000 UTCthat sounds absolutely terrifying! take all the time you need to recover.... and punch that surgeon in the face next time you see them
nick
2023-02-22 14:38:07 +0000 UTCI wonder if this filled you with rage and affected your trust with the surgeons. This seems outrageous. They should not charge you any money for this at all
Memento Forever
2023-02-22 14:31:12 +0000 UTCHow is that even possible.... Take care
Erik Nilsson
2023-02-22 14:06:24 +0000 UTCGood luck, none of us need content the. We need you.
Just Graham
2023-02-22 13:46:38 +0000 UTCyour health is far more important than our entertainment. take your time and get this sorted out.
Adriborte
2023-02-22 13:24:02 +0000 UTCTerrifying. Now I get why people are so happy when surgeries go perfectly fine.
Nate Zabinski
2023-02-22 13:22:58 +0000 UTCTake as much time as you need and i hope everything turns out fine
Demonic Void of Hunger
2023-02-22 12:27:36 +0000 UTCThats terrible! Sorry to hear this happened. Take as much time as you need off and stay safe, we aren't going anywhere.
Joey Cat
2023-02-22 10:53:04 +0000 UTCThat's horrible! I cannot even imagine how that must have been like. Please take care of yourself and get plenty of rest. If you need to take a longer break please do, we'll be here when you're ready.
Zael
2023-02-22 10:04:18 +0000 UTCThat sounds absolutely horrifying! As others have said already, take as much time as you need! Even if you have to take a longer break, we‘ll still be here when you come back. Your own mental and physical wellbeing comes first. Wishing you the best.
fabisaurusrex
2023-02-22 09:55:22 +0000 UTCNo rush. We support you because we like YOU and your content. Take all the time you need <3
Mojo
2023-02-22 09:51:37 +0000 UTCHoly shit that sounds terrifying, I'm no lawyer but I hope these doctors get sued or at least disciplined for this. I wish you a safe and smooth recovery
Convergeman
2023-02-22 09:18:34 +0000 UTCThat is horrifying! how do they accidentally leave a piece of equipment inside you? That's insane. It makes me sick just hearing about that, I can't imagine actually dealing with it. I'm really glad you have people there to support you.
Zac Childs
2023-02-22 08:18:54 +0000 UTCsending you all my love and support alicia, just focus on getting better and we'll be here waiting for you when you're ready <3
Harper
2023-02-22 08:05:20 +0000 UTCTake all the time you need. Thanks for the update
TrinitytheApostle
2023-02-22 08:00:44 +0000 UTCWhen we are looking at the priorities here, top 9 are all different variants of "your health". So focus on that, then on the people around you and then at some point far further down the lines you can focus on us again. But make sure that you are okay.
Miklar Sihn
2023-02-22 07:53:23 +0000 UTC😱😱😱😨😨😨
Crome221
2023-02-22 07:04:27 +0000 UTCGod damnit shit like this is way too common to hear about, fucking surgeons suck ass. Im so sorry this happened alicia,we are all here for you if you need anything
Charlie baker
2023-02-22 06:56:24 +0000 UTCI'm so sorry to hear that. Take all the time you need, do what you have to do for yourself. Your health and your life comes first always.
Bob
2023-02-22 06:49:06 +0000 UTCI'm so sorry to hear you're not doing good. I hope it all goes better for you from now on.
Alopex The Wanderer
2023-02-22 06:41:16 +0000 UTCThat kind of medical unprofessionalism is disgusting, I’m so sorry you had to go through with that. What the actual hell? I know people are saying to sue them and you definitely should take action but first and foremost please take care of yourself. I obviously like the daily jojos but I don’t care about that when your well-being is the concern here. Take all the time you need, that’s such a scary thing to experience, I am so, so sorry.
joseph joestar's number one fan
2023-02-22 06:38:55 +0000 UTCHoly shit, how does that mistake even happen??? I hope things turn out well and you have a sound recovery.
Xavier
2023-02-22 06:30:07 +0000 UTCPlease don't rush back, health always comes first. Not sure what the laws are in Canada but that surgeon should indeed be sued, that shit is fucked. Pardon my french, but some situations call for cursing.
GingerBardMan
2023-02-22 06:29:03 +0000 UTCTake as much time as you need, and also, get the best lawyer you can and sure that surheon to oblivion, that shit doesn't happen on accident
VJ Sins
2023-02-22 06:10:56 +0000 UTCSue the hell out of that doctor
RevealingStorm
2023-02-22 05:54:28 +0000 UTCSeriously, take all the time you need to process and recover. Your health, both physical and mental, is far more important than posting anything. In my personal experience, whenever I’ve felt like hope is at its lowest low, I’ve found that just focusing on getting through today helps. It’s harder at times, but just focusing on the little things that make me happy can at least help me sleep better. I’m not sure if that helps, but I wanted to give what little I have to offer. You’ve brought happiness to so many people for just being you. And we all are wishing the absolute best for you, and cheering you on to beat this for good one day!
Cody
2023-02-22 05:53:18 +0000 UTCThat sounds horrifying. Hope you are able to feel better and if possible at least sue the hospital or surgeon for this since they need to take some responsibility
Kano Misogi
2023-02-22 05:30:04 +0000 UTCHoping for a swift reverse of fortune! Your content is great, but health comes first so take as long as you need.
EvEv
2023-02-22 05:28:40 +0000 UTCI'll keep you in my thoughts for whatever good that will do
KingSuno
2023-02-22 05:25:49 +0000 UTCDamn surgery sucks. keep pushing through! you got this!
Justin miner
2023-02-22 05:19:30 +0000 UTCFUCK! just fucking god dam! i wish you all the luck and hope this dont have any long lasting effects on you. much love and all the well wishes i can give!!!
daemon
2023-02-22 05:19:05 +0000 UTCWhat kind of doctors are you seeing that first, don't give you medicine to ease the pain, then just leaving foreign objects in for fun? You'd think you're living in the states
Redline
2023-02-22 05:15:47 +0000 UTCJesus Christ, I'm so sorry that you're going through this cavalcade of ceaseless medical fuckery. I'm glad you have in-person support, and please don't think twice about posting content, and just focus on recovery instead. No one with at least two braincells to rub together would judge you for taking as much of a break as you need.
Liesmith
2023-02-22 05:08:12 +0000 UTCsorry again, you are awesome and the best.
Princess Paladin
2023-02-22 05:07:56 +0000 UTCI pray that it goes well, and that it ends up being a short term injury at most. Sending lots of love your way.
Dusk553
2023-02-22 05:02:45 +0000 UTCSo sorry to hear that. Sending good vibes your way and hoping for better news soon.
James S
2023-02-22 04:49:35 +0000 UTCHoly shit, what a nightmare! Don't even think about worrying about content right now. I wish you all the best in your recovery and that this won't have any more negative effects than it already had.
Bernhard
2023-02-22 04:45:07 +0000 UTCYour health and well-being is more important! Take care of yourself first. I hope you get better soon!!
Twooz
2023-02-22 04:44:51 +0000 UTCTake your time buddies; that sounds pretty bad
NerdyGothKitty
2023-02-22 04:32:11 +0000 UTCTake a break if you need it! That’s sooo not right what they did to you accident or not.
Monke Gaming
2023-02-22 04:32:02 +0000 UTCwtf?? That's disgusting levels of negligence. I'm so sorry you have to deal with that.
RC
2023-02-22 04:31:55 +0000 UTCMan, that's fuked up.
Randall Musgrave
2023-02-22 04:29:01 +0000 UTCI can only wish you the absolute best, you are an amazing person, even before any content creation, and I hope things take a positive turn for you. I hope for all the positives really. God bless
Kevin Eian Bennett
2023-02-22 04:25:33 +0000 UTCBro, that’s a lawsuit you should take to them, they left something inside you that shouldn’t be left in
JoshTheHobo
2023-02-22 04:17:24 +0000 UTCgod damn, that is incredibly unlucky. take as much time as you need to recover and maybe contact a lawyer to possibly sue for damages cause that is some severe negligence on the surgeons part.
Jacob
2023-02-22 04:17:12 +0000 UTCI've heard that one of the main reasons that stuff gets left inside from surgeries is that when organs are put back in, they don't have to be placed precisely in place, cause the body will shift them back to where they're supposed to be. Regardless, definitely sucks that that happened, especially since it sounds like it might have undone all the work. Fingers crossed for good news on the horizon. And take your time coming back, we will wait as long as we need to to see you back with proper positivity and energy!
Ryan Long
2023-02-22 04:16:35 +0000 UTCI hope you recover and feel better physically and mentally. All of us patrons and subscribers will be cheering for our VTuber mommy to get better
DarkChaos
2023-02-22 04:15:57 +0000 UTCWe will be here once you are ready to go 💛 But good god, way too many people have surgery stories like this. Hopefully the implant won't have to be adjusted and you will be spared a second surgery so soon.
Thiren_Skrymir
2023-02-22 04:13:42 +0000 UTCDon't worry bout us, your health is way more important.
Kingsley
2023-02-22 04:12:24 +0000 UTCDon't die on me.
Werguild
2023-02-22 04:12:15 +0000 UTCI am so pissed you have to go through such a terrible thing like that. Im hoping you the best! Ive discovered you a month ago and your loving and empathetic personality has helped me during a rough period and I cant fully express how much your content helped me. 🫂 sending you all the support you deserve! Please focus on your wellbeing
LeynaSept
2023-02-22 04:10:32 +0000 UTCHoly shit. That’s horrible! Do hope a speedy recovery. Hang in there!
PrivateSparky
2023-02-22 04:09:45 +0000 UTCNgl you can really file a lawsuit for something like that, that's super fucked up. Just try to stay positive about it all, don't feel obligated to push out content, your health is more important.
ogbigjake
2023-02-22 04:09:27 +0000 UTCOH MY GOD??!?! sue their asses immediately. That mistake could have caused MAJOR damage if it hasnt already. You deserve compensation.
Dempsy
2023-02-22 04:09:02 +0000 UTCFuck, that's severely unlucky. It's apparently most common in abdominal surgeries, and even then it's about 1 in 1000 cases at worst from what the internet tells me.
Gore17
2023-02-22 04:08:26 +0000 UTCI’m extremely saddened not only because I was so happy for you but because I have heard stories of incompetent doctors before but this is just lamentable. I wish for nothing else but for you to recover from this.
Bowie Jenne
2023-02-22 04:06:28 +0000 UTCWhat. WHAT. How do they let that happen??? It genuinely hurts my brain to think doctors are out here just leaving surgical equipment in patients, that’s like a new level of negligence. I hope to god you’re so well compensated, you can afford the best doctors in existence because that was absolutely avoidable. I really hope all goes well and this doesn’t end up being super invasive. Don’t worry about content, we’lol all still be here when you come back. just focus on your physical and mental health and I think everyone will be happy.
18C
2023-02-22 04:05:41 +0000 UTCTake care of yourself. Unfortunately these things happen far to often. Hopefully it will be a quick and easy fix. Humans are tougher than we think. Don't worry about us, well be around once you're doing better.
RohlanDrye
2023-02-22 04:04:16 +0000 UTCHopefully things go well and a second surgery isn't needed. Also, I once had to go into surgery three separate times for a cancer growth on my liver. Once to get it removed, a second time to remove a tool that was left there, and a third time because the surgeon had missed some of it. I couldn't walk for ages and was super pissed during the whole ordeal. But in the end I'm doing fine and I'm sure things will turn out well for you in the end too.
Crustacean Monarch
2023-02-22 04:03:43 +0000 UTCIf you need a break it’s 100% fine. You shouldn’t have to force yourself to constantly make content for us. We’ll always be here to support you no matter what. You’ve been doing a good job of staying strong. Keep fighting! ❤️
Little Go0n A
2023-02-22 04:03:27 +0000 UTCOh my gosh. That's so fucked up. I'm so glad you have people giving you love and support. Im so sorry that happened to you because wtf
mykanike
2023-02-22 04:02:13 +0000 UTCI'm no doctor, but having extra hardware in your body seems like a problem. Take care of yourself first.
Jon Wake
2023-02-22 04:02:07 +0000 UTCGirl that's so fuckiny ridiculous they are medical peoffessionals and they left a sharp foreign object in ur body. Absolutely ridiculous if we cant trust our doctors too get shit done then what's the point.
xeleasticfox-x23
2023-02-22 04:01:55 +0000 UTCGood lord, take all the time you need and don’t feel pressured to push yourself. your health comes first.
Angel Barrera
2023-02-22 04:01:17 +0000 UTCChrist that is scary. I do hope you get better, truly. Take your time and recover. Don't worry about content. We can wait
James mayo
2023-02-22 04:01:09 +0000 UTCThis is horrible I hope for the best, the doctors whor left that thing there cant just get away with something like this
duke dake
2023-02-22 04:01:00 +0000 UTCThat sounds awful I'm sorry you had to go through something like that. Wishing the best for you. 🙏
Renzo
2023-02-22 04:01:00 +0000 UTCOmg I'm so sorry to hear that happened to you. Not usually a litigious person and I'm not sure how it works with Canadian law, but you may be able to sue for medical malpractice. I wish you the best 💜
Secco Mode (Periwinkle)
2023-02-22 04:00:36 +0000 UTCYou’ve been hustling your ass off, take all the time you need!
Nicholas Karchut
2023-02-22 04:00:19 +0000 UTCSo sorry this happened to you. O hope they make things right
Joseph Adams
2023-02-22 04:00:10 +0000 UTCOh my! I'm so sorry that happened! Take the time you need Alicia! It's perfectly understandable you'd need time due to this! I'll support you in any and all ways I can! You got this!
Shykiba
2023-02-22 03:59:54 +0000 UTC🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏
方树正
2023-02-22 03:58:57 +0000 UTCNo worries on content. Please just take care of yourself, we'll always be here when you're ready. I'm sorry for all you're going through. Just know you've got our support.
Austin
2023-02-22 03:58:44 +0000 UTCSue those doctors
Eduardo Enriquez
2023-02-22 03:58:37 +0000 UTCOh no that’s terrible. I’m praying for your health. Stay strong.
Cr0nus
2023-02-22 03:58:29 +0000 UTC
