Update (medical)
Added 2023-07-12 13:11:53 +0000 UTCHey patreon beans!
You have probably noticed over the past few days that I've been uploading less than usual. I've been feeling really unwell because of my cancer treatment but even more than that one of my medication for helping balance out my hormones from my uterine cancer ran out. My surgeon is on vacation which is why I'm not having my next operation until August. I finally got an appointment tonight with a duty doctor so they can renew that prescription for me.
Monday I had a scan, today is my appointment to get my medication that helps with my cancer treatment directly, in 1 week I have another appointment that monitors my vitals and functionality of my body. New blood work is I believe a few weeks away? Which is the big one because I am someone who needs blood transfusions otherwise I start to lose my vision and I can't stay awake at all. My vision started decreasing again 2 weeks ago which is normal when my hemoglobin is low. I'm also sleeping for 15-18 hours a day. Which tbh my hemoglobin is always low but the whole goal for us is to keep me out of being critical. Because getting blood transfusions is SUPER risky. So most of the time I have to hold the L and wait till I'm like low key dying before they transfuse me. BUT it is all okay baby! We are day by day kicking cancer's ass.
But I'm getting more sick and it's becoming way too noticeable and way too hard not to mention now. I don't want to take time off because making videos and being with you all gives me purpose beyond fighting my illness. I really need that. I'm not sure what I can handle video and recording wise. But this is me saying I'm going to do my best no matter what! From videos to kicking cancer's ass to being a good bean who rests haha. Thank you for your love and support. See ya in the next video.
Comments
You should absolutely take all the time and rest that you need, wishing you well
MatoTomato
2023-08-22 16:27:25 +0000 UTCIts all good life can be shit sometimes no need to apologize ♥
Jorden Powell
2023-07-17 17:19:32 +0000 UTCno worries about it, treatment first. And if you still feel bad about it, just give us a big binge after you kick cancer's ass. :)
Joe B
2023-07-15 04:28:59 +0000 UTCI'm new here too just joined patreon today but I've been following your one piece journey and caught up with your mha journey I wish you all the love&support just keep on smiling and keep dreaming ecspeally about the future its what will you give you the strength to make it there
Donald Weese
2023-07-14 02:00:11 +0000 UTCKeep fighting! We're right here with you.
Valentine
2023-07-14 01:56:31 +0000 UTCCame here from the one piece reactions, I was surprised with how much you've been uploading. Everyone needs rest, especially if they're not feeling well. I'm new here but still excited to see you recover.
HighRizerGamin
2023-07-14 01:21:27 +0000 UTCI'm new here but you are a wonderful human and I really enjoy your MHA reactions. Overall I love you analysis and thoughts and just personality you bring.
Nedaula
2023-07-13 23:24:44 +0000 UTCTake care of yourself! Also, you might feel pressures to post daily, but we on patreon will support you even if you need to take a medical break to kick that cancer's ass!!
Buttonpants1
2023-07-13 19:02:26 +0000 UTCtake the best care of yourself possible please
millecamps
2023-07-13 17:47:49 +0000 UTCCheering for you!
Nakama Forever
2023-07-13 16:47:47 +0000 UTCTake your time to rest! Please stay safe
Kaitenova
2023-07-13 08:50:31 +0000 UTCYou’re really strong, being able to put out videos while going through this. I pray for your well-being and hope things go smoothly for you. I know I’m just a stranger but after watching you for sometime and learning what you’re going through, I worry for your well-being, especially was the case when I noticed you hadn’t uploaded in a while. Really glad to see you being able to push through though, and give positive vibes with animes like my hero ^^ Thanks for the update 👍
Tobyv
2023-07-13 07:04:15 +0000 UTCSorry to hear you're not feeling well, I hope this improve and don't worry about the videos I think most people understand you're doing your best
Erik Nilsson
2023-07-13 06:24:48 +0000 UTCwere all here for ya.
Vex Von Victory
2023-07-13 04:57:13 +0000 UTCTake care Hun and I will still be here when your feeling ready to do more videos
Heartless
2023-07-13 04:42:36 +0000 UTCYou got this friend! We love and appreciate you every day! And we'll keep going on this journey together, videos and updates alike! it's all part of the adventure.
Kiao Strain
2023-07-13 03:29:25 +0000 UTCtake your time and keep yourself as healthy as you can. I can't even imagine how tough this is for you and your family. But modern medicine for all its flaws is amazing. We are tougher than we think, so keep fighting and take time when needed.
RohlanDrye
2023-07-13 03:11:49 +0000 UTCTake care of yourself. Keep fighting.
NANLIT
2023-07-13 03:08:21 +0000 UTCI know its tough and I respect your courage. Thanks for all the enjoyment.
Zack Biscardi
2023-07-13 03:06:47 +0000 UTCKick cancers ass, rest up, then give us some good reactions. You can't react if you can't see! You have to get through this for the babies.
scalien
2023-07-13 03:04:36 +0000 UTCI've really loved your JoJos series with Ant, it's probably my favorite of all the JoJos reactions I've seen. Really appreciate the effort you put in to keep it that way. Take care and fight hard!
1KBestK
2023-07-13 02:10:59 +0000 UTCTake care of yourself. No worries.
Emanuel Moreno Ortiz
2023-07-13 01:10:53 +0000 UTCI hate to be that guy, but just throwing it out there. RSO cannabis oil has helped a couple of my friends with their cancer battle, along with your regular treatments. Its not for everyone, but just wanted to pass along the info. https://www.webmd.com/cancer/rick-simpson-oil-for-cancer-overview
Mike Smith
2023-07-13 01:01:09 +0000 UTCdon't no one fight as hard as you. We're all really proud of you queen thanks for doing what you do <3
LampyLust
2023-07-13 00:08:29 +0000 UTCDefinitely gotta take care of your health, so no worries. Hope you start feeling better again soon!
xsithspawnx
2023-07-12 23:37:49 +0000 UTCYour literally incredible. I don't know how you find the strength but we're all with you. Hope you can get your medicine and feel better than you are now.
Jechtsphere
2023-07-12 23:37:27 +0000 UTCYou got this
Yagi di Hoshi
2023-07-12 20:45:41 +0000 UTCCancer is a dick, do your best Alicia!
Yo-Yo
2023-07-12 20:03:10 +0000 UTCWe can wait. Take care of yourself and kick cancer’s ass.
Sander
2023-07-12 19:58:32 +0000 UTCJust do what you can without pushing yourself too hard
Corey Boesch
2023-07-12 19:55:10 +0000 UTCYou got this.
Stuart R McCafferty
2023-07-12 18:37:28 +0000 UTCStay strong! Your health is #1 and we’ll all still be here no matter what, prioritize wherever you feel is needed for you
Mike Tai
2023-07-12 18:09:11 +0000 UTCTake your time, your health is way more important than any upload schedule.
REI
2023-07-12 17:51:36 +0000 UTCDo whats best for you. We would prefer healthy, happy Alicias!
LordTouchMe
2023-07-12 17:30:51 +0000 UTCGet some rest to conserve your strength. No matter what, your health comes first!
TurtleKungFu
2023-07-12 17:03:59 +0000 UTCDon't worry about us we want to see you healthy so take the time you need and hope ya keep getting better
Delton
2023-07-12 16:57:54 +0000 UTCFeel better soon! wouldn't be here if we weren't understanding, kick cancer's ass
cyberspacecat
2023-07-12 16:55:20 +0000 UTCYou’re health is number 1! We are all here to support you! ❤️
Joe Vocaire
2023-07-12 16:51:56 +0000 UTCTake as much time as you need, and please beat the shit out of cancer.
Liesmith
2023-07-12 16:51:21 +0000 UTCsending positive vibes. your health is important and we understand if you need some time off
iamthejcc
2023-07-12 16:40:59 +0000 UTCTake all the time in the world, we are supporting you and cheering you on well you kick cancers ass! We appreciate the update and understand. Rest as much as possible, and remember, your health comes first! No matter how much you feel like you need to record
dirkdiggler69
2023-07-12 16:31:45 +0000 UTCTake as much time off as you need. Your well-being is always the priority.
Andres Machicao
2023-07-12 16:29:28 +0000 UTCAs someone who's in a similar position both health and probably age wise, I understand that this technically a form of income and we're customers, but Patreon isn't Netflix, it's about supporting creators and the people we choose to support. Believe me when I say "we can wait". You don't have to start new shows or speed run current ones. I'm shocked you chose One Piece, because some reactors dedicate almost their entire channel to it. However, I'm glad you did because as I said earlier, as someone who knows what it's like to be in a position people our age don't ever want to be in, this series is the best medicine.
Pakky P.
2023-07-12 16:25:02 +0000 UTCHope you rest, you're such a sweet person I enjoy all your videos. I understand your situation hope you know we all love you and support you. Stay amazing
Mario Alexander
2023-07-12 15:56:04 +0000 UTCDon't worry about us and beside "health first", I think that if you don't feel well enough to focus on what you are reacting, then there is not even a point in forcing yourself to do so because your reaction will be dull. If I can give a more pragmatic advice, I think you should try more to build up a backlog of videos here on Patreon. I sometimes see you making like 5 or 6 reactions a day and they all go to YouTube in 2 or 3 days already. That's good for you, but I think it's a waste of energy. I'm not saying it to be a Patreon elitist, but because if you manage to build a lead of videos here on Patreon, then that will allow you to absorb better the impact of periods like this one when it's hard to make new content. As far as I understand, YouTube likes constancy in upload, so decide on a number of weekly videos for YouTube that is slightly less than those you think you can make for Patreon and you should be able to build up a lead over time. IMHO that is the easiest to do for One Piece, for example. Since you always make double episodes reactions, you can split them in single episode reactions, keep uploading the double episode here, but upload single episode on YouTube. If you do that for a while (and maybe mixing it up a little, like 1 ep, 1 ep, 2 ep so to not "starve" YT viewers) in a couple months you could build up a lead here on Patreon of even fifty episodes. Once you do, you can go back to double episodes for both. That way even when you cannot upload new episodes here on Patreon, you will still have content to keep the stream for YouTube constant. It would also incentivize people to join Patreon as well. I'm not an expert or anything, but that is usually how I see other content creator make their "business model", so maybe it works.
leviathan_13
2023-07-12 15:50:48 +0000 UTCTake it easy and thanks for your hard work.
Hynkka
2023-07-12 15:34:52 +0000 UTCI wish you all the best. I can only imagine what you are going through. But don't feel like you owe us anything. We all support you through this. I don't want you to force yourself to do videos if you feel unwell because it's your cheerfull personality that makes them a treat to watch in the first place.
Dynahier
2023-07-12 15:34:13 +0000 UTCHope you feel better get some rest
Devco 34386
2023-07-12 15:29:48 +0000 UTCI hear cancer called one piece cringe, beat it's ass.
Jacob
2023-07-12 15:24:39 +0000 UTCI keep trying to donate blood and plasma but I always run into issues. One time I had a fever and didn't realize it, another time my sugar was too low, then my iron was too low, and I'm just hard to find any good blood vanes in my arms. I just want to help darn it. But please don't push too hard.
Antonia Moore
2023-07-12 15:04:43 +0000 UTCMuch love and all my energy and prayers to you through this battle! You got this 💜
Secco Mode
2023-07-12 15:02:42 +0000 UTCIt doesn't matter how long it takes it's better for you to get better and come back to make videos than for you push yourself and not come back, we can wait. We know you can kick cancers ass but please don't handicap yourself by overworking. Hope you feel better soon.
Gamer Kane
2023-07-12 14:54:11 +0000 UTCDo what you can Alicia. We're here cause we're your fans, and we want to support you. We know your circumstances and no real fan will ever hold that against you.
Ervine Gates
2023-07-12 14:53:36 +0000 UTCyou got this :D we'l just jump for joy when you hit us with a vid at your own pace :D
m dunt
2023-07-12 14:41:44 +0000 UTCI love your reactions, but I love the thought of you getting the rest you need even more! I'm sure we'll still be here 👍
Garton
2023-07-12 14:34:28 +0000 UTCTreat yourself to cheese for being a good bean. Rest well. If I gotta wait a week or two for your next video, so be it. Queens like yourself who fight cancer and still keep a positive attitude on things deserve happiness.
SHOCK JOHNNY
2023-07-12 14:22:45 +0000 UTCI feel like you already upload way more than your everyday healthy content creator. Take care of yourself first, we're not going anywhere!
Royce[
2023-07-12 14:19:41 +0000 UTCWe are a patient bunch. Make sure you dont push yourself too hard <3
Orbmaniac
2023-07-12 14:11:00 +0000 UTCLooking forward to your return, until then drink you milk
Uratan
2023-07-12 14:06:26 +0000 UTCIf you need to take break at some point don't hesitate health is the most important thing, let's kick that cancer ass like me fighting my lifelong disease ! Stay strong
Wolfange
2023-07-12 13:59:39 +0000 UTCYou shouldn’t feel like you’re letting us down at all, you put out a massive content dump the last few days, you’ve more than earned the opportunity to relax for a while! 😌
Jacob Harmon
2023-07-12 13:58:19 +0000 UTCWe'll be supporting you always, so take care of yourself ❤❤❤
JustRiver0o
2023-07-12 13:56:03 +0000 UTCMuch love alicia, do whatchu need to do even if its a resting talking stream so you can have that outlit.
Charlie baker
2023-07-12 13:49:23 +0000 UTCYour health is what’s most important and comes before videos for sure. take as much time as you need.
Chopperisthebestthingever
2023-07-12 13:49:01 +0000 UTCJust focus on taking care of yourself and kicking that cancer's ass!
Seraphem
2023-07-12 13:47:20 +0000 UTCif you have to rest. Please take it. We will be here when you are well enough . Stay strong o7
Phillip Sterling Smith-Lewis
2023-07-12 13:46:51 +0000 UTCPlease Don't worry about uploading content right now. Focus on your health. We all are hoping for your success on kicking cancers butt. We aren't going anywhere. Thanks for the update. Get Well!!
Metalicfox
2023-07-12 13:45:04 +0000 UTCWe love and support you Alicia, take your time in a rhymn that feels best for you
Eli
2023-07-12 13:43:40 +0000 UTCLike every one is saying. Keep doing you. We are more than happy with the content you give us. You say you feel bad when u don't upload but everyone would probably feel worse if there is no content so keep fighting and kicking cancers ass. We will still be here. Love the one piece content the most. Wishing you the best.
Juanbo
2023-07-12 13:39:36 +0000 UTCTake care honey. Your health matters above all else.
Dragonstar868
2023-07-12 13:38:24 +0000 UTCKick that cancer's ass!
A legend
2023-07-12 13:37:09 +0000 UTCThe morale boost from keeping up your work in some way is a great thing, but keep it within the bounds of what's reasonable! ❤️Save some energy to win your body back too!
Addeand
2023-07-12 13:32:17 +0000 UTCI think I speak for most of us when I say that we're okay with a slower release schedule if you're not feeling well. Like take of yourself before writing about content
Ruby Kelly
2023-07-12 13:31:57 +0000 UTCDon't worry about it. Just take care of yourself.
VaanGov
2023-07-12 13:28:52 +0000 UTCAs I never was in a situation similar or a friend close to me i dont know what to write really. Hope tho you still find time to rest
Sven Hegenbart
2023-07-12 13:28:51 +0000 UTCIt’s ok to take time off if you need it, don’t worry about us we’ll always be here patiently waiting for you to be in good health.
JumpMan
2023-07-12 13:28:36 +0000 UTC❤️❤️❤️ love u alicia
mykanike
2023-07-12 13:27:01 +0000 UTCTake care of yourself first and foremost! Your health takes priority! All of us will wait patiently, don't worry!
King of flames
2023-07-12 13:26:22 +0000 UTCI’m always amazed at how much quality content Alicia can put out for us all while being in the thick of it health wise, she’s seriously the best!!!
Ant
2023-07-12 13:25:39 +0000 UTCPlease do not push youself for some Video uploads. When you need to rest, please rest. I hope you will be get better health wise soon. Stay strong :)
MoD+
2023-07-12 13:24:03 +0000 UTCTake care of yourself. We can wait. Your more important. We here to support you.
not here
2023-07-12 13:23:25 +0000 UTCWE LOVE YOU SO MUCH ALICIA AHHH WHY AM I CRYING T^T FUCK CANCER RAHHHHHH I REALLY HOPE EVERYTHING GOES WELL FOR YOU AND WHATEVER YOU WANT TO/CAN PUT OUT CONTENT WISE IS FINE WITH US- YOU’RE THE TOP PRIORITY 💗💗💗
Ant
2023-07-12 13:23:05 +0000 UTCplease take your time to get better keep on fighting
Myles The Cheese Man
2023-07-12 13:22:32 +0000 UTCYour health is far more important to us than the entertainment! We love you, please focus on yourself!!
Shrapnel
2023-07-12 13:21:41 +0000 UTCIts great to have goals and purpose in life. Hope you get over this.
Razgar_dar
2023-07-12 13:20:21 +0000 UTCEverybody here supports what you’re doing so don’t forget that. and always put yourself before anything else
doofy
2023-07-12 13:18:46 +0000 UTCDont push yourself if you are not feeling and i hope you get better soon
acercando
2023-07-12 13:18:24 +0000 UTCKeep fighting the good fight and goodluck with it all
AonixGhostlyQ
2023-07-12 13:17:36 +0000 UTCPlease take care of yourself. Always put your health first. We can wait as long as it takes for you to recover your strength. The world is made better by you and the community you are building. Thank you from the bottom of our hearts.
Michael Mavis
2023-07-12 13:17:29 +0000 UTCStay strong queen and keep kicking cancer's ass
Nytalis
2023-07-12 13:16:45 +0000 UTCStay safe
The Judge
2023-07-12 13:16:40 +0000 UTCThank you for the update. You seem to be in good spirits despite everything. Prioritize your health, always. Best wishes.
Bob
2023-07-12 13:16:20 +0000 UTCStay strong, Alicia! We appreciate you! thanks for letting us in on what you’re dealing with at the moment.
TheTrueScientist
2023-07-12 13:16:16 +0000 UTCWe will always be here to support you!
Luna
2023-07-12 13:16:03 +0000 UTCDon't worry about us! We will wait for you when you feel better. Remember to always always put yourself first.
RegisRagnarok
2023-07-12 13:14:50 +0000 UTCYour health always comes first. We are rooting for you and your health conditions to get better!
OberonAelfric
2023-07-12 13:14:14 +0000 UTCTake care of yourself, we'll be here whenever you're able to post so don't push yourself too much! x
TheTrashBandit
2023-07-12 13:14:07 +0000 UTC
