Morning Silver

Ok so Fdokakku was looking for some monster moms to milk and I'm like "HELL YEAH LET'S DO THIS", asked him what he'd like to see and got started working on a Zorark girl. Half way into it I was like ...wait why am I making a new character again christ what the fuck am I doing?

So somehow my mind was like,  I was already gonna make big tid doggo body, Let me get some art urges outta my system and make some fan art of silver...cause FUUUUG she's fiiiine [and somehow ezukart herself is even hotter, How are today's artist hotter than the work they put out there? Just gorgeous!] . 

So you know what, fuck it I've been putting a lot of stuff to the side and I want to just cleanse my soul for a minute and just sketch out some drop dead knockouts I've found on twitter.  I'm not even gonna post them there when I'm done, I know Ezu has followed me thanks to Neonrook [seriously thank you dude!] but I've been burned too many times by other artists I've liked and one in particular fucking traumatized me from wanting to draw one of my oc's all together [I would talk about it here cause there are layers to this shitcake, so I'll make a post about it later.].

I just don't wanna look like I'm vying for their attention or want them to be my best friends, a lotta of the time young artists put their heart and souls into some fanart and get burned for caring too much for a person who often times are either tired/ can't express the excitement of the person they're talking to, or is just dismissive all together and comes of as an asshole.  

Are the people I'm gonna be making fanart for like that? No I don't believe so, but this is more of me fighting my own mind goblins and training myself to not care, I just wanna make a work of art without getting emotionally shanked by people's whose work I really admire. I'm not even gonna @ or Tag the artists when all of this is done [I will link their twitter, though. Obviously its their OC's]. I just wanna get this outta my system and grow a little as a person while I'm at it. 

Maybe I'll be surprised and Ezu, Alex pam and Gee will freak out and love it maybe not, but I just wanna make art for me with no sting attache.