The DeLorean photoshoot

More and more I like my character that I've drawn in my mind and memory...

My Memory is like some kind of sphere inside, consisting of past days, a sphere somewhere in the back of my head.

I created this character through my life line, and now I'm drawing it for you, or maybe it's all happening together.

It's real and weird and really wants to live. And as if his actions don't yet have great meanings and a desire to make a lot of money and become something popular. This character is still getting to know the world, itself and its body, how it all comes together and what it all fits into, that's perhaps the main question of these past few days, if not the goal.

How does it all exist together? How do I exist in the midst of it all?

This person is grateful to the world for the good days, due to age I remember the pressure of the unknown: that the world is so big and I am insignificant, but maybe it's not about age, it's just my personality =)

I think we had made arrangements for this shoot in advance. Maybe about six months before. Somehow this number comes to mind, or maybe not. It's not that important, I rather want to make a point about Simon, the photographer. He is one of those who does something cool in his style, and there is a subtlety to his eroticism that I love.

I remember Simon as a great photographer, the shoots were always cool. The flights were comfortable, the stylish hotels I stayed in. Simon was always friendly and didn't violate my personal space, what I'm describing is how workflows should look like.... We do a commercial shoot, I get paid for the work as the model, then Simon gets his benefits from those photos.

I remember that Simon did not pay much, but I do not worry about the shoots with him, they have always been beautiful and stylish, I think this is important - do not be afraid to take a job for which you get less, but it is stylish and cool. Once we had a shoot and then the hotel bought those pictures, hell, I think I flew to Frankfurt, we kind of worked there.

Yes, there were shoots for which they paid more, but they went nowhere and I would not show them either.

In general, I've written about it more than once, and again I'm telling that you should not listen to anyone. And if you like what you do, and someone comes in with their advice and speaks, why not you pay for it? Or they don't pay enough. You have to take a job that only pays well. Or collaborate only with some perfect famous fancy artists. I realized by my own photography and by my own example that I lost a lot of cool acquaintances, experiences and work prospects because at the beginning of my photography career I listened to my partner, followed styles and desires which were completely different, he was very much involved, and in the end these decisions were unnecessary for me.

A new example is my entry into music. it's a little more complicated here, you have to have a lot more knowledge to create, it's just a different creative form! But people keep giving advice and I keep listening to them, only now there's a huge wall inside me, which when it's necessary comes forward and blows away the swords I don't need, and when it's necessary it lets other people's thoughts and ideas through.

I think it's important to stay the course in things and do what seems trendy stylish or profitable for YOU, not the other person. i know i've written about this before, but i want to say it again because it's important!

Going back to the DeLorean, I remember that I flew in and we met before the shoot to have lunch, and then Simon shared that the car belonged to the priest, that they had agreed almost 6 months before the shoot, everything was booked and paid for I guess. And the model had already flown in, and there was a video maker, equipment, a hotel - everything was paid for =)

And the priest called him before the shoot, the night before I arrived, and asked him to cancel the shoot, because he was worried that he was committing a great sin, a naked woman would sit in his collectible real DeLorean, how could he live with it now, it was sinful and dangerous - these naked women in cars =)

And Simon reassured him and asked him not to cancel and that everything would be okay.

But I remember clearly that the priest himself was present at the shooting and looked very carefully at the nude me and at my sinful breasts.)

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