Do I set myself on fire? :)
Added 2021-06-30 13:19:13 +0000 UTCI made a vlog to explain the utterly shitty situation I'm living in but I can't even upload that.
So I'm gonna summarize my situation currently.
- I get electricity 2 hrs a day
- the generators are on strike
- I GOT NO WIFI. (I'm uploading via 3G/ Data which gets used up pretty fast by my online classes)
- we got no gas for transportation.
- we can't find most of our medication
- the economic inflation is SO BAD (Ex: coffee used to cost 6,000 LBP now it costs 100,000 LBP)
- on a personal level my rescue cat died and Taeyong is really sick & i can't even take him to the hospital cuz the roads are blocked.
OH AND I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT MY MIDTERMS HAVE STARTED ALONG WITH 7 PROJECTS.
OVERALL. I'M BEING DRAGGED TO ANCIENT TIMES & I'M HAVING A MENTAL BREAKDOWN.
This year has been really difficult and as the days go by I feel I keep unlocking new levels of bullshit.
I thought I needed to mention that cuz I'm trying my best to deliver but it's very difficult these days..
I'm tired of myself apologizing but it's all out of my hands..
IT'S SO DAMN FRUSTRATING!!
As always guys I really appreciate your patience and support it genuinely means the world to me ❤️ & I'm gonna try my best to make it up to you SOON ❤️
Comments
According to the latest World Bank Lebanon Economic Monitor (LEM), the economic and financial crisis is likely to rank in the top 10, possibly top 3, most severe crises episodes globally since the mid-nineteenth century. That's pretty crazy considering that it's not even an active war zone, it's 100% by the choice of some stubborn and idiotic politicians. You should try to get out of there before there is serious violence and a refugee crisis. Until then, tell us if you need specific medicines or anything else.
David T
2021-07-01 12:38:24 +0000 UTCOhh, I'm really very sorry to hear about your shitty situation! You don't need to apologize for that, we all know that you are doing your best and I admire you how you still manage to get along somehow... please stay strong, dear Rana, I will always support you and hope for better times for you soon!🤘🤗
Arno Benter
2021-07-01 01:22:32 +0000 UTCI’m very sorry to hear about this! I sent you a dm and email, when you get a chance to have a look.
Michael Gehrman
2021-06-30 19:08:06 +0000 UTCSo sorry to hear your frustrations about your current conditions. Do not feel the need to apologize, we understand and will wait patiently. Keep your head up.
Brian Rodriguez
2021-06-30 15:05:36 +0000 UTCRana. So sad to hear about your situation. Lebanon 🇱🇧 goes in waves between not that bad to really shitty. I have a Lebanese friend who’s now living in US giving updates. Only I can say is that you try to look a bit long term and see what you can do to get it a tiny bit better. Easy to say, hard to do I know.
Peter Fällman
2021-06-30 14:58:12 +0000 UTCAnd of course moral support if nothing else.
L Greenwood
2021-06-30 13:45:10 +0000 UTCI don't think self immolation would help with any of that. But I am sure if there is some way we can, at least with some of the stuff, one if not all would be happy to help strike a line through one of the shitty items on the list to try to make your life a little less shitty. That is what you do for many.
L Greenwood
2021-06-30 13:44:47 +0000 UTC
