Rulean

Update on things.

Added 2021-09-16 16:29:42 +0000 UTC

Sorry for the radio silence recently, i've really been letting my depression and insomnia get the best of me.

Over the next day or so i'm going to be cancelling the majority of the commisions I have lined up as i've decided to refocus myself towards content for Fanbox as it's something i've been neglecting as of late.

As much as I enjoy making others happy with commissions, I find myself unable to draw anything else once i've started one as I just feel guilty that i'm not working on the thing they've paid for. I'm a slow artist at the best of times and the combining the depression with that mindset tends to lead to long ruts of nothing but comms and me neglecting things like Fanbox as I get more than I can reasonably work through.

I definitely have a problem turning people down when they ask for commissions which ends up putting me in situations like this. In future to combat that i'm going to be taking no more than 2-3 commissions at a time when I do need to take them and turning down any when i'm not officially open.

Thankfully I don't ask for payment until I actually start the image so it shouldn't be an issue but I definitely feel bad for having people wait as long as they have only to cancel.

TLDR: So basically, i'm sorry for the lack of content recently. I've bitten off more than I can chew commission wise and i'm gonna be cancelling most of them to put Fanbox first.