Therapy and Estrogen | The Horny Post | 1/3/24

Today I finally went to therapy again after over a year. I talked to a new therapist and his graduate student shadowing him. I told him about the events from January 2022 to now: the most traumatic 2 years of my life that included suicidal people, social isolation, abuse, and much more. It if fair to say that I have been in much need of therapy. And for only $5 a visit that is very much doable. 

The two professionals seemed so shocked and horrified. I do not know if it that my stories are so horrific or if as professionals they act that way to show sympathy. My former therapist acted the same. Either way, I think it was good for me. We scheduled a follow up for the next week and they set me up with a psychiatrist to get me further medicated. Because good bois take their good-boi pills. 

After the appointment, I sent home and had to check the mail. What was inside resembled a pipe-bomb. I opened it outside of my mom's car just in case. Inside the wrinkly purple plastic was a tube of estrogen! I was surprised because the one I ordered got delayed and I had no idea if it would ever come. But here it is. Your boy will be taking his estrogen to look like a pretty gurl again and hopefully get more head pats for it. Granted, this is not prescribed estrogen. I should be getting that by the end of the month so I can have proper amounts. But having this now is just what the doctor ordered. I am happy right now after applying the cream on my skin. Estrogen is known to increase general well-being, so this should help me with my depression. I feel good now. I hope I will be feeling good tomorrow. 

Waking up today with a scheduled appointment has done me such good. That and actually going to the appointment compounded with the arrival of my good-boi cream has been a blessing. I may be starting to recover from the worst two years of my life.