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June update + Sudden break explanation

Added 2023-06-06 12:38:02 +0000 UTC

Im posting the art-pack and pick-a-print tomorrow, still need a little bit more breathing room.

The break:

Now that I have a bit more energy then yesterday I can explain in more detail.

The sudden break was mostly due to nice weather and some other rare opportunities arising + that I havn't really had a break from 3D In ages. Even if I haven't been able to do as much in the recent times, its still something that's grinding on me.

Like you guys know I get these rollercoasters with stress on myself, and its something i've become better at, but still not perfect.

SO yeah, I decided to take a break for a week, and I was even able to not think about 3D at all, or very very little. Which is nice.

JUNE plans
In 1,5 weeks time, I will most likely go and visit my IRL friends that I haven't seen for over a year, so this month I'll be less active than usual. That will probably refelct on rewards as well.

My current state:
I feel more balanced in life, but sort of still like I'm in a midlife crisis kind of thing - Don't know exactly what direction I want to go towards. I have soft goals, and plans on getting even better at sculpting and experimenting with stylization and whatnot. Since I feel like what I used to do started to become to repetetive.

That doesn't mean I won't make characters like that anymore, its more that I want more control to form them as I want, and be less limited by lack of skills

Theres so many things I WANT to do, but physically the energy levels are still very up and down, and I'm dealing with how to tackle 3D. So it's still a little bit of a struggle, but I hope to get out of it soon.