Zackarias A.

I don’t know how much longer can I take it

Added 2019-01-30 07:10:50 +0000 UTC

Every single time the news drop, every single time I hear the next step into errasing our existence, every single moment I see more and more people willing to grow us under a bus, I can’t take it anymore, I can’t do it anymore

Every single day I wake up waiting to hear about how much everyone hates us and how hope is fruitless

I’m already on a pit of despair, I’m already so sad I can hardly cope with it, and I am trying, I am trying to do what I can to help, but it seems like eveything is hopeless now

I keep thinking about suicide so much, about living a life I don’t want, being a person I am not because everything seems to be leading there, and I’m sad and I’m scared and I’m trying to not lose hope but I can’t keep this facade anymore

I’m sorry, I don’t know what I’ll do, I just.... I just wanna go back in time, I just want things to go back when everything didn’t hurt this much, I am so tired of knowing no one will ever want me, I’m just so tired