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Shit is getting quite insane, worldwide. I've been having a hard time logging into patreon, might lose my paypal account, gotta close my american bank account most likely, etc. I made it here today though, so I'm not giving up the platform yet. I'm going to do some troubleshooting over the month of July. If I can't figure out a way to preserve my connection here, I will export my content to a personal website and keep it moving! My bandwidth ain't great right now with everything going on and the calls for help and clarity I've been fielding, but I am proud of my work and the ability to represent a peaceful form of non-compliance.

One of the things I find most helpful is focusing on what makes you feel most connected to your sense of inner power. Thus me and my big bouquets. When we can't remember our last moment of organic self expression, our souls get itchy and fucky. I've been creating new behavior modification protocols for submissive personalities recovering from long term toxic environment survival. It's such intense, relevant work... and my subject is such an intense, relevant case. Intrigues!

Another thing I find helpful is alchemical gaming. That's right. Using games to transmute the energy of an emotion or a day into something digestible or even usable. An example of this is using mahjong tiles to feel out your emotional responses to abstract ideas that you are normally in harmony with. Ask yourself how individual numbers and symbols make you feel without attaching meaning until the pattern resolves itself.

As for Satan of the Elder Gods, I wish to clarify the concept before I speak on it casually. In the monotheistic religions, all deities that are not the One God are relegated to the status of Horned Ones or Satan. At best a distraction, at worst an embodiment of pure evil. By invoking "Satan of the Elder Gods", I am acknowledging the status elevation of the Prince of Darkness to Emissary of All Ancient Deities. This elevation was brought about by those who disrespect the old ways, not by proper heralding and reverence, so I seek to bridge that gap.

Stay tuned, I will attempt to post more this week if I'm able. <3