Update
Added 2022-11-08 06:27:33 +0000 UTCThank you so much for your patience, I'm sorry content has been so barren. For those of you in our Discord, you know it's been pretty tumultuous for me lately. Living situation is totally up in the air (feuding with the landlord) and I might be moving cross-country in less than two months. Have to find a place, figure out all the logistics, and even decide if that's something I can handle.
Big life changes.
I honestly feel guilty every single day that I don't post something. My brain is just so jumbled with everything I need to prepare for and I beat myself up for it. On top of that, midterm elections are tomorrow and you could say I have a very bleak outlook on the direction of this country. So that's some fun added stress! After I vote tomorrow, hopefully my mind will be clear enough to return back to regular posting.
I've already recorded some live performances for Patreon that need editing. My intention, as it has always been, is to have structure and normalcy to my posting schedule. With a clear mind I hope to make that a reality.
Thank you for your support. I'm sorry to Patrons new and old. I wouldn't be able to even attempt making this a "job" if it weren't for your generosity and patience.
Comments
Hope you're having a good day! At least some things went better than they could have yesterday. It's a stressful time in general, and all the more so for those who wear a lot of hats at once, as you do. As an ADHDer who can relate to a lot of what you write here, I know I struggle to remember that there are folks in my life actively rooting for me-- not my *output*, but *me*. So here's a little rah-rah from a stranger online :)
John Kang
2022-11-09 16:42:29 +0000 UTCI hope everything works out well with the living situation, hopefully once all the stress is done & over with you'll have ended up in a better place.
IndigoAir
2022-11-09 01:29:29 +0000 UTCTake your time, we will wait right here, for how long it takes!
Marcela Santos
2022-11-08 20:59:16 +0000 UTCTake your time to reset. Beks and I disappeared, also (my fault). It's my turn to edit the Patreon submission, and I had two huge business trips and then Covid. Life is chaos, sometimes.
Robert Arthur
2022-11-08 16:08:58 +0000 UTCTake all the time you need. We will be here whenever you’re ready to come back. It’s better to take time for yourself and be in the right mindset for something, rather than just forcing yourself and taking the enjoyment out of it.
lolitsmike
2022-11-08 13:42:41 +0000 UTCYeah, I know how you feel about the elections. I voted, too. At least I can say I did that at the end of the day. Life happens. If you force yourself to react to videos when you're not in the right state of mind, you'll end up hating it. Let go of the guilt and grab yourself a delicious cheeseburger and a beer. Things will get better, maybe later rather than sooner, but they will get better.
Lunoki
2022-11-08 11:44:46 +0000 UTCTake all the time you need and good luck with everything 🤍 When you’re ready, you know where to find us 🤭
sumi mia
2022-11-08 07:28:13 +0000 UTCWishing you the best with the decisions you have to make! I know how rough it can be to suddenly have to relocate. Looking forward to having you back in the Discord regularly 💖
Stefan K
2022-11-08 07:00:03 +0000 UTCyour wellbeing comes first, physical and mental! take all the time you need. hoping for the best with your living situation and elections!
Cami L
2022-11-08 06:36:00 +0000 UTC
