I crave for a stellar stallion - let me explain

So I yearn for a perfect lover. In my preference, that's a guy... could be you (age doesn't count much) who can use his body in an impeccable manner to   please me - and enjoys it as much as I do :)

I want a guy who can perform when and how I want. When we are on it,   I can make him change the speed, the rythm, the thrust, all by my   command, him totally willing and happily serving his queen. But more   than serving me, he enjoys that in itself, being so self-disciplined and   ready to serve female energy and his body and mind functionning so  well  for a higher purpose - pleasing his partner. He can and does go  slower,  go faster, and stop whenever I want. Even in the middle of a  sometimes  rough pounding, I suddenly make him pause. Then I look up to  him, with  his raging erection, ready to go on, throbbing, just waiting  for my  signal. He never knows when I give my commands, so it's a  rollercoaster  ride in itself for him :)

And we both indulge in the anticipation, indulge in the pauses and   the waiting for continuing. And when I finally let him go on and I show   signs that I soon cum, he gets the real euphoric rush out of it,  knowing  he can please me oh so well, knowing he can go on if needed,  knowing he  has so much self-control he will just react to my slightest  signs - as I  am loosing control orgasming and I need him to adapt,  bringing me to  the edge, riding the waves, but then (very importantly!)  he knows how to  fade out my ending orgams...

and then he stays put! Anticipating that I probably want to feel him   close, but passive and soft now, cuddling, feeling his male warmth and   strength wrapping my body. Making me feel safe and protected after  sweet  orgasmic waves went through my body, ebbing away now.

And he is doing his duty, cuddling, caressing, caring, while   internely feeling how his erection is fading now, as he knows that this   act came to an end, his balls up to his cock still charged, all built   up, but not released,... feelings of sweet frustration that he deeply   takes in. He knows that later he can cum whenever he wants, he has no   need doing it just now, as this would only disturb this moment of   splendid female orgasmic energy for me. He knows all that, and he is  perfectly in order with it.

Hm. I got carried away. Can you relate? Do you think you are such a speciman? Am I too fixated on your cock's performance here, while often I tell you to shove your cock away???