I haven't told you about this, but I have a trauma that every time someone mentions nsfw commission to me, I feel a certain discomfort.
Not because I don't like nsfw contents (obviously). Once upon a time, I got commissioned to draw too many nsfw, and they are all humanoid, which is beyond my current comfort zone at that time. I still draw anyway bc of the money.
I think I have OCD with drawing humans, so I stopped taking nsfw commissions ever since I knew how to say No to things I didn't want to do. I thought to myself that I would never try a fully nsfw art work, only stopping at suggestive. I'm scared the anxiety from drawing will come back and make me feel like shit again.
But somehow I find an urge to keep drawing (nsfw TT). Seeing cute Kemono nsfw artists on twitter inspires me.
I swear, this was super exciting to know that I can overcome this nsfw drawing anxiety