Your works are so amazing, especially the previous loli works, hope keep fighting to draw loli works.Yes I know it is impossible, and something happened to you that caused a lot of previous great works to be deleted,sad.
I know an artist whose name is 菟(pid3621731),he received cyberbullying when he painted r18loli works, and then he chose to create a new account to publish his r18loli works. His name is 萩(pid66371932) now, I don’t know if you can be like him, an excellent works should not drag out an ignoble existence.