I am shit-head and I am sorry

I have serious depression with ptsd, i understand how it can get. Hang in there, dude. You are not a 'pussy' you are just facing how difficult life can be for some of us. Be well my man.

Starling

Glad to hear you're doing better now. Keep leaning on friends and family for sure and always remember to take a step back every once in a while, breathe, and focus on what's truly important in your life.

wrex4life

Both my wife and I have been through bad depression, so I know the pain. Just a little friendly advice: eating really healthy and playing sports made a HUGE difference. Look up the benefits of the paleo diet; it's great for your brain's health. I'm a big fan of the work you do here, and I'm really glad you'll be sticking around to share your talent with us. :)

Jared

Don't beat yourself up man. Had a friend that got a lot better from chronic depression by micro dosing Psilocybin. Where he is it was legal, but consider it because i have never seen a 180 like that before. Chin up man.

Repost121

Hey, you shouldn't be ashamed ! Don't think you are an idiot, or that it was stupid, or whatever ! Depression is a serious issue. It always start small, but can get big and out of control really quick. It is better that you hit a "small wall" now, and get back up after, than enduring this, and then hit a "bigger wall" later, one from which you might not get back up. The important thing is that you learn from this ! Learn what is good for you, and what is bad for you. You gotta learn from that ! Plus, know that people around you might not understand you. They are not necessarily bad people, it is just very hard to understand depression when you never lived through one. But, if they make fun of you, or think it is stupid, or do not take it seriously, I suggest you cut ties with them, or at least don't rely on them to share your thought. And finally, don't be afraid to ask for help ! Leave the ego at home ! There is nothing wrong, or weak, about asking for help. It can be friend, or just reading about it. It is really hard to go thru that without help, and people will be more than happy to help you ! Isolation is your worst enemy. This is serious, and you should take it seriously too. It makes you realized the wrongs in you life. And hopefully, you will then correct your path to head to a happier life. Take care of yourself !

hey :-) looks like you were ready to log off?!?! lol just joined so i dont know what exactly happened but from reading this post and the comments its pretty obvious.... no need to feel ashamed,its normal,it happens to everyone sooner or later,and dont think you are done with it,no matter how much makeup you will put on it,it wont go away as the reason is deeper,and there is only 1 thing that can REALLY get you out of this,and that is to fill this void,this black hole,this emptyness and sadness with the ONLY thing ,the ONLY remedy,and that is spiritual or divine energy through meditation,and this is the very reason people feel like this,the joys of this world,no matter how big will NEVER be enough,as we are spiritual beings and ONLY spiritual 'food' of divine nectar can quench that thirst,no physical thing can do that,no matter how big and nice,thats just side dishes... its called the dark night of the soul many mystics have talked about,and the good news is there is a way out...

FYLJS PREVIEW

Haha this made my day. thank you man, I am glad I got over it. I did make a fool of myself but that's life. Some people might say this was a prank but I was about to off myself. After talking to my parents and had a good night sleep it went away. Damn it it makes me think of how many people did it and could have gotten better. This has never happened to me before. I was working on a scene today thinking how much I love it and how stupid I am for almost doing that.

ReignMocap

Thank you man. I am alright now

ReignMocap

in 100 years when the world is all fucking androids or whatever - I hope you are remembered as a pioneer like Tesla or the Beatles, because you are! Much work still to do! Go for it...you are #1 - the best in the world at what you do . And not many of us can say that . Superstar.

Sammy T

Phew! You got me REALLY worried, man. Glad you talked to your family.

Megabyte

I have no idea what you did and I dont care. We have your back whatever man ;)

Chris

:). I am on it. I am working on a scene. It will be released by tonight. Honestly it makes me happy to work.

ReignMocap

Cool, because I want to get back to jerking off

McArse

You've got nothing to apologize for man. Take some time if you have to to get your head right.

Neith

Thank you. I am ashamed I did this. I made a fool of myself. More then I usually do. :(

ReignMocap

Thank you man. I am better now. It was stupid. I am glad I did not do anything stupid

ReignMocap

I went through this the past year. The important thing is you realized it and got help. Proud of you ^^

GrooveDaddy

Hello! I come from China. I wish you a happy life, foreign friends

Lol I will.

ReignMocap

It's still not as bad as the shame or the fuck up of doing something you can't take back. You did the right thing. Now get your ass back to work and make me more mocaps I'm paying for this shit

Mozaic

I am sorry I did this. I am feeling better now and I hope I will soon get over this. All I feel now is shame. I fucked up.

ReignMocap

I thought that's what might be going on. You made the right choice. A lot of people go through it at some point in their lives. Life is a long journey and it's just one stop. It's all about realizing this is just a temporary stop on the journey and there is still more to come.

Mozaic

Still here bro <3

Justin Morales