melunn

I need a break....and a hug.

Added 2025-09-30 20:32:20 +0000 UTC

My maternal grandma was admitted to the ER for blood loss yesterday and today I just found out that my paternal grandpa who has never smoked a day in his life has throat cancer.

I’ve sent $500 (outside of donations) to my mom this month making sure she’s able to feed herself and pay bills in her new apartment coming from the DV shelter and getting to her appointments and to her mom's house to help care for her on hospice and now I won’t have enough to pay my own rent.

I tried to admit myself to the psych ward yesterday but left early as I realized I can't afford it, and I may miss the passing of my grandmother AND I have to fix my mods and try to put out new content.

When it rains it pours.

(I may not be that active for a few weeks while I gather myself. I'm going to try to visit family, but I may not even be able to afford that. Please just give me some patience and maybe even some kind words. I appreciate you all.)

I'm just stressed.