Important announcement

Hi, this is Mark, the person behind all of this.
I never thought I would have to say something like this, but I'm temporarily "pausing" Patreon.

Lately, I've been feeling lost, if I can put it that way. I don't know where I'm going. But not about this, about my life. It's strange and funny in a way, since I always thought something like this would never happen to me.

I haven't even had any ideas for images. I've been like this for a few days now, and I thought it was temporary, but now it doesn't seem that way.

I know you all support me in this, not just here, but on all my social media. You want to see me grow and improve, and I appreciate it from the bottom of my heart.
I don't want to stop making renders. I even want to take it a step further with animations, I know I can, but for now, I simply can't walk.

Lately, during the day, I sleep too much, and when I wake up, I just want to keep sleeping. I don't have any negative thoughts about... well, you know.

That cheerful, carefree person I know... I don't know where he is.

Time, all I need is just time, right?
But how can you say you need time when the time is running out?

I'll still share pictures on Twitter sometimes. I hope to go back to how things were before.
I won't delete my Patreon account, I don't want to delete anything about me. I'll just unpublish or hide the tiers. I just don't know if you'll still be subscribed after that. If you are, please cancel your subscriptions. I appreciate your support, but please do.

I'm sorry, I should have said this sooner, but I didn't have the courage to admit it.
I hope you can forgive me.

I'll be back. I don't know when, but I will
It's a promise
And promises aren't broken, right?

Today should be a very special day for me, but I couldn't even do anything for her...