appreciative for y’all💗 & addressing some issues ive been facing..
Added 2021-09-30 21:23:41 +0000 UTCI just wanna stop by and say I love you all so very much! Your kind comments & messages truly mean the world to me and I cannot express my gratitude for the love so many of you have shown! I’ve struggled with hurtful comments from people on my channel and on this Patreon lately but I’m learning to let it go in one ear and out the other😂 the more info I have about Cameo I will share it with you all first!! :) so for those of you who have been asking me about custom ASMR videos Cameo will be the place for that coming soon!
Thank you x1000 for showing me so much love & just overall enjoying my content.
And for those who haven’t been enjoying it, that’s okay! There’s many creators who deserve support, but please support me for ME & not trying to change me and my content. I am struggling with feeling like nothing I’m doing can make y’all happy because someone ALWAYS complains. So if you really dislike me and my content enough to constantly tell me about it, I’m not going to change who I am for you. I’ve asked for advice & I appreciated it when I got it! But the constant scrutiny is becoming toxic and reading mean emails/messages daily isn’t okay and if you’re going to treat me like you own me, I will delete the comments/messages. Please go into your pledge knowing that you’re SUPPORTING me, not OWNING/CONTROLLING me.💗 If my content isn’t the right fit, just delete your pledge at the end of the month! That’s what I do if I’m not interested in a creator anymore, I don’t constantly tell them that they need to change to make me happy.
… FYI these issues are very minimal and 99% of interactions I’ve had on YT and Patreon are kind or at least respectful. I just needed to make my boundaries clear for those who scrutinize my content constantly to the point where I have to keep myself from crying after I film these Patreon videos because I feel like I’m not a robot doing everything exactly perfect and I know that they will tell me I didn’t do good enough. I shouldn’t have to worry about telling y’all how my day is going because “it’s not enough mouth sounds” for someone. Just needed to get this off my chest.
Thank you💗
Edit: I’ll be deleting all comments (I don’t think I can just turn commenting off so I’ll be deleting them) because it’s not something I think needs discussion, it’s just something I needed to say and a boundary I needed to make clear. If you have anything negative to say, don’t bother & if you’re leaving a kind comment, it will still be deleted to keep all comments off entirely so please don’t think I’m rejecting your kindness! Just wanted to let you know :)