The video is coming!!!
Added 2022-03-01 01:58:36 +0000 UTCSh*t has hit the fan in life and I have the video it’s just not edited. I will try getting it up ASAP!! If you are not resubbed for next month (which I totally understand, things haven’t been smooth this month!) PLEASE email/message/DM me about it and I will send you the video link if you do not get it before your pledge expires for the month! I guarantee you that video and I’m so sorry about how things have rolled this month. My husband is leaving for a while and I’ve had to get so many ducks in a row and figure out how to take care of myself for however long he could be gone for. With the Russia/Ukraine stuff it’s just truly changed my life and I obviously can’t say a lot for privacy stuff but please just keep your prayers up for us but even more for those in Ukraine🤍 I love you all I will get the video uploading now!! I’ve literally been running around all month trying to get things set and I literally am not keeping my head above water. I’m sorry if I’ve disappointed you all, I strive to be better and this month just sucked. this year has sucked & im so sorry. Please have Grace with me & I pinky promise to make it up in March.
I had some patrons reach out about my lack of content as well as lack of communication and my response is as follows because I know many more probably feel a similar way even if they haven’t said so. My response to those who are upset:
“I’m really so sorry I’ve failed a lot lately. My husband is deploying and I was given only days to get my life in order. This is the fastest deployment of any active duty unit in the US in over 20 years so no one was ready for this. No one was ready for Russia to start war. I’m hanging on by a thread and have been stretched so far beyond my means. I’m sorry for not communicating things well either because I’m at a loss for what to say and I’m not allowed to say much of anything either for Military security (OPSEC). I’m not trying to make any excuses but I am a human going through so much and all I can say is I am sorry for being a big failure right now. I dont at all disagree that I should’ve done better. I 100% wish I could’ve and I totally get that I’ve deserved to lose Patrons. I have to accept that right now. I don’t say anything to make it sound like a guilt-trip, I just wanna be as real as I can person-to-person about everything. I’m sorry❤️”
Comments
We are here for you, and support you through the ups and downs.
Mark
2022-03-01 16:39:02 +0000 UTCNo need to apologize you’re a human being. Life is hard and this is a job it’s not your life. You getting things in order in your personally life is so much more important than anything else. We’re still here for you and the ones who belong here will stay forever!!
2022-03-01 12:57:43 +0000 UTCWell I totally understand where you're coming from, Lauren. I can't even begin to imagine how much your life has been turned upside down due to all these recent events. I have been here on your Patreon for many months now and I have loved all the content you have been able to give to us even when you're at the end of your rope. Your commitment is very apparant and I understand that it's not been easy for you.
Austin
2022-03-01 06:22:18 +0000 UTCI think you're being hard on yourself in an impossible situation. Most of us here are here because we really like you for you and want to support you. I didn't even personally notice any neglect, but regardless we should be here for you even more when the going is tough. The fact that you're going out of your way to honor the pledges that are ending just shows your dedication to this group.
Ben Tango
2022-03-01 02:57:42 +0000 UTCi think my lack of communication because I was overwhelmed can feel like I just neglected y’all, which I did. i should’ve been more communicative and the chaos of my situation got the best of me and I didn’t put you guys first, and I should’ve when you all pay to be here! It was my failure which I take responsibility for completely. Luckily most people have been respectful about their disappointment. I appreciate your kindness as well! I just want to be sure I acknowledge my faults here!
2022-03-01 02:51:10 +0000 UTCSo sorry to hear this. I'm with you, and would like to support more in any way that could be helpful. I really hope people can quit any negativity they're sending your way, which is uncalled for even in the best of times.
Ben Tango
2022-03-01 02:43:43 +0000 UTC
