Hello guys.
Added 2023-12-17 22:38:02 +0000 UTCFirst, I'm still alive; don't worry.
Well, I felt that I was developing a negative mindset slowly and gradually when watching my community. So, I stopped watching anything on the internet for about 3-4 weeks. Additionally, I stopped working.
Well, actually, I lost my way even now. I am going outside these days finally. (About 3 years, I didn't go outside by myself.) I am taking care of myself these days, going to the gym for a workout, meeting old friends, and going to some festivals. So, these days, I can talk with people finally. (Still, I don't have many emotions, but at least I can.)
Also, I am going to Japan for a trip at Christmas.
I tried to work again during the rest, but something in my mind... When I try to draw something, I lose my will and energy. I couldn't draw anything. So, I'm not sure how long I will rest; just now, I'm focusing on taking care of myself or searching for new life goals, or at least a reason for work. Also, I'm sorry for not posting anything about the rest. I felt if I posted something at that time, probably this loop wouldn't end forever. (Work - Depressed - Work) loop.
Anyway, I'm okay now, so don't worry. Also, you don't need to pay Patreon until I go back to work. When I get back to work someday, pay again when you guys want.
Well, probably I'm not going to make any internet relationships anymore. It ruined my soul three times in my life. I can't go back to when I had a really pure mind, sadly.
So, for now, I just want to be alone and live reality until I return to work.
Comments
Well. I came for the Bweep. I stay for Daebom
Harry R
2024-07-08 23:23:19 +0000 UTCIt's ok do you dude. I just want to say that I started to draw again after 5 years of not having any passion to do it but the art works you make's want to draw. And keep your head up and stay safe & healthy. We will wait until you get back. ❤️
deryk davison
2024-02-11 00:51:51 +0000 UTCDiddo
Dragoson25
2024-01-24 23:10:03 +0000 UTCI have still refused to end my subscription and will continue checking back here every couple days to see if Daebom has an update. I was starting to think about stopping it for now before I slapped the idea outta my head. I have been going thru many rough spots the past few years and honestly it’s best to know that someone is willing to be there for ya. We will be here when you’re ready Daebom! ❤️
Ethan70779
2024-01-24 01:28:40 +0000 UTCHey y'all if you could go to the YouTube channel an let them all know he alive like I've been it would settle a lot of peoples minds
Dragoson25
2024-01-23 06:40:39 +0000 UTCRock Climbing saved my life buddy maybe it could help you find yours.
iTrebbbz
2024-01-18 18:29:39 +0000 UTCWhere I am it’s been pretty shit, it rained like a monsoon yesterday and now today it’s extremely windy. Overall could be worse. How bout you?
Ethan70779
2024-01-13 23:47:23 +0000 UTCHey how's the weather y'all
Dragoson25
2024-01-12 17:56:10 +0000 UTCHappy New Year Daebom! Here’s to a good year full of happiness!
Ethan70779
2024-01-08 17:52:48 +0000 UTCHappy new year! Hope you find the happiness and fulfilment you're missing. Don't worry about rushing back here. I think I speak for all of us, when I say that your wellbeing takes priority over anything else. Hope to see you again soon
CC
2024-01-08 00:31:42 +0000 UTCTake care dae
Misterdie
2024-01-05 13:30:16 +0000 UTCHappy new year, and I hope you are happy doing whatever you want, even if it means not posting here again
MinishCap
2024-01-01 21:40:59 +0000 UTCHappy new year (from germany) everyone
Xiouzes
2023-12-31 23:23:05 +0000 UTCHappy new year Dae ! I wish you to overcome all your demons and other obstacles in your life and for you to be happy!
PapaMatias
2023-12-31 15:14:27 +0000 UTCWhat doesn’t kill you will make you stronger .
Ikiri
2023-12-31 02:31:30 +0000 UTCAlthough I have no idead why you feel so depressed, but please remember, we’re always here to support you! And I do hope you can get better.
柴郡喵
2023-12-30 11:00:22 +0000 UTCStay strong, Daebom!
Permafrost
2023-12-28 09:34:22 +0000 UTCgood to see your alive fella. hope you enjoyed your Christmas and I hope you have happy new year.
Duke of Petchington
2023-12-27 23:39:37 +0000 UTCFeel better
Ignacy Maniawski
2023-12-26 10:30:30 +0000 UTCAll that matters is how you are feeling, and to hear you are well is more than enough. It is always okay for you, or anyone, to call quits (temporarely or permanently) and look at yourself and ask "am i happy?". If not, then always seek new happiness and try new things. No matter if you return or find new purpose, we will always support you and your choice!
Squidish
2023-12-20 00:04:39 +0000 UTCwell im glad your ok daebom and i will say that hope you keep doing ok and that your mental health stays strong. when ever you feel like coming back to drawing for us viewers ill be their. i cannot wait for another YT video or a new charector. and i cant wait for new stories either. so please take your time and dont rush since i would love to see ya come back
Yaginsail
2023-12-19 19:20:53 +0000 UTCThis is my happiest day in 2 weeks. Daebom wrote that he is fine and taking a break. Dae You are the most important here and I am really happy that you are okay. Take care of yourself and don't worry about us! I'm sure most of your fans are thinking the same thing. We love you!
PapaMatias
2023-12-19 11:18:53 +0000 UTCTake all the time you need, you owe it to yourself to look out for yourself. I hope peace finds you.
Shadow Moon
2023-12-19 06:32:33 +0000 UTCAlso take my money!
JUDGEMENT
2023-12-19 05:33:13 +0000 UTCGetting stuck in your own head isn't ever a good thing. The best thing you can do right now is go out and enjoy what you have. Don't worry about us, Daebom.
FreelanceZero
2023-12-19 04:57:18 +0000 UTCGaw dayum that’s a lot of words
fire33master
2023-12-18 19:42:58 +0000 UTCI think the source of your depression is from drawing lewd works. Lately, you’ve been drawing alot of nsfw, so that would make sense as to why you feel that way. You’re not the kinda of artist to make all this horny stuff, rather your skill lies in making a cute drawing of a tank anime girl, the kinda drawing that’s simply pleasing to the eyes and makes whoever looks at it smile. However, lately your community has been gaining more and more people who are just looking for nsfw. Personally, when I joined this patreon page I was disappointed. I thought that I wouldn’t see any porn, just a page for your cute drawings. Anyways, when you do come back, you should give up nsfw. Stick strictly to pure works. That should improve your mental state, and cleanse your community. However, I’m in no position to tell you what to do. That’s all you. I’d also like to say that you are my favorite artist; your art style is absolutely wonderful, and I can’t even imagine how good an anime would look with that art style. Anyways, we love you Dae and hope you get better. Make sure to take your time
fire33master
2023-12-18 19:42:00 +0000 UTCOk I actually read the post now. Dae, those of us that are still here are staying no matter what. I may not have much expendable income but I’m personally here to support you and see that you’re ok. Do your irl stuff, we will back you! Ok I’ve been out long enough, back into the walls I go.
AtomickPhoenix
2023-12-18 18:48:28 +0000 UTCDAEBOM! I’m honestly super happy to hear that you’re ok I was getting really worried!
AtomickPhoenix
2023-12-18 18:43:47 +0000 UTCTake care and take my money. It's the least I can do to support my favorite artist ❤️
NichtTrinity
2023-12-18 17:02:28 +0000 UTCNo worries, we all need some form of R&R. Take all the time you need. We'll be here for when you return mein freund.
Not Your Average German Main
2023-12-18 14:52:45 +0000 UTCDae Darling, don't worry. We're just happy you're ok. Take all the time you need and live happy. We all love and care for you. Use my patreon sub for the next few months to get yourself a nice snack or drink ^^
A A
2023-12-18 14:35:44 +0000 UTCI love your friend. If you need to rest, take more rest. I will always support you, but please don't disappear for too long. We will worry about you, take care of yourself ：）
mechanical_soaring
2023-12-18 14:23:44 +0000 UTCTake all the time you need, friend.
Pepperpen
2023-12-18 13:29:06 +0000 UTCI can confidently say nobody here is hurt that you want to take care of you. Emotional health is too often overlooked and hard to heal by yourself. So I say get out there, see the world, and just do what feels right. We will wait right here for you when are ready to return.
Marek Terrano
2023-12-18 07:55:26 +0000 UTCJust take care of yourself. Enjoy with your time dont worry we all here to support you with everything we can do so take some rest we can wait for you our friends.
NaokiAS
2023-12-18 06:50:54 +0000 UTCI love your art and your style, please take all the time you feel you need to rest and care for yourself. I hope you have a lovely trip and that your holidays are pleasant.
Felix Argyle
2023-12-18 06:23:51 +0000 UTCThat's all okay you are a human and you have a life it's okay to go out and enjoy life
Xiouzes
2023-12-18 05:40:44 +0000 UTCTake care and enjoy the holidays, you deserve some rest.
Ooodard03
2023-12-18 05:34:13 +0000 UTCEnjoy yourself mate, that's all any of us could ask of you. At the end of the day, your health matters!
Vic
2023-12-18 05:33:43 +0000 UTCWe all wish you the best of luck :3
Trubernix
2023-12-18 05:13:39 +0000 UTCPlease just take care of yourself, that is the best thing for you and us, thank you.
FROOT
2023-12-18 04:55:05 +0000 UTCThank you for sharing with us what is going on in your life. Thank you for letting me know that you are alive and that everything is okay with you. We really miss you, but I know your condition and I think no one will mind or be upset if you do something of your own. Besides, you really deserve a good and quiet life. You have made us happy for two years, it's time to think about yourself. Thank you for being and staying with us. I am very glad that everything is fine with you, like a stone from my soul. Good luck to you, our champion, we love you. Merry Christmas, Daebom 💖
Erwin
2023-12-18 02:55:31 +0000 UTCListen, good man, we pay you not because of the work but because we love the content and you as a person. That's what a community is all about❤️ Have fun in Japan, you're living my dream! :D
Serexia
2023-12-18 02:29:46 +0000 UTCI'm still paying, I pay cause I wanna support you, nothing else.
Sage
2023-12-18 00:26:03 +0000 UTCTake care Dae, and rest well. Happy Holidays!
Auxilia
2023-12-18 00:18:40 +0000 UTCGood one Daebom you are doing better,make yourself happy and keep up your goals Get some good rest and enjoy the end of this Year Me will wait for you and whenever you want to draw no pressure. Whatever may happen we all will be here waiting for you (PS I know how you feel with online relationships)
NeroMastic
2023-12-18 00:16:40 +0000 UTCCome to osaka my friend we'll have a beer if your around 😉
Medicus38
2023-12-18 00:04:05 +0000 UTCYou can do it. Yes you can! Take a care of you self. 😊
Zdeněk Šmídek
2023-12-17 23:52:54 +0000 UTCYou do what you gotta do. Let no one stop you from it.
MagicTyFighter
2023-12-17 23:45:03 +0000 UTCTake care daebom and enjoy your holiday
Red shadow 1693
2023-12-17 23:32:35 +0000 UTCI have no plans of stopping my subscription, I love all your art work. Take care of yourself and live your life how you like it. Also loved your war thunder clips. Merry Christmas and hope you start feeling better
Asura
2023-12-17 23:30:20 +0000 UTCall good. have a merry Christmas
Magikar2
2023-12-17 23:24:19 +0000 UTCTake care and rest easy, hope you have a merry Christmas!
KILLN23
2023-12-17 23:17:32 +0000 UTCWe love u
F-16
2023-12-17 23:16:06 +0000 UTCI said it before and I will say it again, hold your head up king your crown is falling off. We will be here when you get back but for now take care
fatcat2262
2023-12-17 23:14:16 +0000 UTCIt's Good to finnaly hear from You friend. Take Good care there and rest well.
Forest
2023-12-17 23:13:34 +0000 UTCI am happy you are taking care of yourself, but im not going to end my subscription, i think a little extra funds for you from your loyal fans will help you stay a little less stressed while you live life.
Kota Spin
2023-12-17 23:07:51 +0000 UTCDon't worry comrade, we'll wait for you, take good care of yourself :D
Sammy Wolfine
2023-12-17 23:06:27 +0000 UTCGlad your taking care of yourself thanks for the update. Your happiness definitely should come first .
Noble Namikaze
2023-12-17 22:59:53 +0000 UTCAt least ur still alive. Have your rest and take care
Panzerkampfwagen4
2023-12-17 22:56:48 +0000 UTCAye that's good to hear that your taking good care of yourself, keep that set going and don't give up
SargentHellfire
2023-12-17 22:52:09 +0000 UTCTake care of yourself man, we love ya! Enjoy your time in Japan, one day I wanna visit there too, although I have a trip to Korea lined up first with my buddy (he's trying to find himself a Korean wife lol)
MinishCap
2023-12-17 22:51:23 +0000 UTCStay strong Dae and take a rest as long as you want. I hope you enjoy trip to Japan and enjoy christmas and new year.
kroiz123
2023-12-17 22:50:46 +0000 UTCTake care and godspeed to you, who knows maybe we'll see each other again on the virtual battlefield and you'll wack me out of the sky again
Dragon5x
2023-12-17 22:49:09 +0000 UTCWe'll be waiting for your return Dae!!! I'm glad you're taking care of yourself, can't wait to see how you perform when you're back in tip top shape too!!!
Theavggamer12
2023-12-17 22:48:43 +0000 UTCPlease have a restful Christmas daebom, we are here for you, and hey make sure to get some warm hot chocolate for the holidays while your at Japan :3
Ion }
2023-12-17 22:47:56 +0000 UTCDont feel like you have to keep working for us if it ruins your mental health. Your mental health is more important and we understand if you leave for rest, take care and have a good Christmas Dae :3
Red Sploshon
2023-12-17 22:47:48 +0000 UTCtake care of yourself
AAAAA
2023-12-17 22:45:50 +0000 UTCIn this situation, this is quite the right path that you have chosen. Although I really can’t help in any way (since this is the Internet, not real life), I will only wish you great luck so that you can move on with your life, but in peace and blessings with yourself and your friends. As was said, you should rest, even though it may take a long time.
Morchello
2023-12-17 22:45:38 +0000 UTCWe love you dae! Take all the time you need and be the best you can be.
Frivolity
2023-12-17 22:44:58 +0000 UTCTake as long as you want. Self care is a priority. We care about you. Merry Christmas and happy holidays!
Double BAK
2023-12-17 22:44:35 +0000 UTCTake care of yourself dae enjoy your time in Japan and make sure to rest
Andy Derbidge
2023-12-17 22:44:29 +0000 UTCYour mental health is important Daebom. Wishing you the best. Whether you come back or not, I’m rooting for you and hoping you continue living a happy life.
Frostedkeys
2023-12-17 22:43:50 +0000 UTCTake care of yourself, Dae! Good to see that you're doing alright ^^
L_W
2023-12-17 22:43:45 +0000 UTCHey bro, take as much rest as you need! I get you... totally... and who doesnt, doesnt care about you. I wish you the best and a lot of fun in Japan! I wish you a good recovery and enjoy life to your fullest. I wish you a merry christmas and a good slide into the new year (its a german term to say it like that "Guten Rutsch ins neue Jahr!"). Well... and if you ever need someone to talk to... (even though iam just a random person), i would be there for you. I always have an open ear to good people like yourself! Much love, brother ❤️
Jan Voca
2023-12-17 22:42:50 +0000 UTCIf you come to Osaka, Japan, you will feel energized.
simipoyo
2023-12-17 22:42:35 +0000 UTCIt's okay if your busy and that you have another things to do in RL. Enjoy your time and have fun Daebom cause you deserve alot of comfort and rest.
Dragonicusblade
2023-12-17 22:42:29 +0000 UTCWe will be here waiting, take a breather and enjoy some time to yourself ❤️
shyphyre
2023-12-17 22:42:28 +0000 UTCRest, the mind is a delicate mechanism using it too long too hard can damage it past repair. Stop and let it rest.
Dingoe
2023-12-17 22:42:16 +0000 UTCIt was a Journey... and sometimes saying goodbye is the right thing. Take care of yourself.
Lauchpaul
2023-12-17 22:41:39 +0000 UTCGlad you're alive and you do what you think is best for you.
TheRussianCloaker
2023-12-17 22:41:07 +0000 UTCUnderstandable have a nice Christmas
Bob
2023-12-17 22:41:01 +0000 UTCI'm gonna keep paying so you can relax and enjoy your holiday
AI UNIT
2023-12-17 22:40:07 +0000 UTCgood to see you are okay
ashlad
2023-12-17 22:39:42 +0000 UTCTAKE CARE OF YOURSELF FIRST AND FOREMOST!
Laurentic
2023-12-17 22:39:34 +0000 UTC
