random things about me
Added 2024-11-25 20:54:22 +0000 UTCI've been in and out hospital because of health issue.
Both my physical and mental health are seriously going down.
I suffer disorder balance disease way more than before. My teeth can suddenly bleed with no reason. I easily get red eyes and they will be swollen and teary for whole day. The injury in my left leg isn't better. My face skin is still in bad condition, if I wear full face makeup, it will be super red after I remove the make up.
I'm not becoming Tokyo Ghoul or any zombie mommy that's a joke
My body is telling me I am weak and sick while I am trying to make it think that I am fine. Sadly I am not fine.
My mental health is like a deep well. I fall in that well and being attacked with so many negative thoughts and it is so hard to fight back. I feel like I'm drowning sometimes. I can't swim but I can climb. and I'm trying so hard to climb up. I think we all have days like this :( Let's be strong together.
After being sick and postpone shoots schedule. I finally done with November shoots TT_TT You will not see tired-me in any photos or clips, even though I am still very tired and sick.
Yes I do need to rest a bit. I'll be slow in replying messages but no worries I am here. Thank you for reading 'til the last sentence and thank you for being here. It means huge to me ❤️
Comments
Get well soon my queen ❤️
Hoxzan
2024-11-29 05:42:29 +0000 UTCYou should take some time off I know you care about us but you need take yourself first we don't want your health to get worse etc
demon fox5132
2024-11-26 11:45:22 +0000 UTCI can't imagine what you're going through, but I don't want you to do things that hurt you. If you need to, and if it's financially feasible, I hope you might consider taking a month off.
Rock
2024-11-26 02:58:22 +0000 UTCI hope you feel better soon. you are an amazing person💖
robotman47829
2024-11-26 00:41:27 +0000 UTC😭 Oh no! I'm so sorry! Please take time for yourself and recover!
Bigben1542
2024-11-26 00:25:41 +0000 UTCTake good care of yourself and take a break every moment you need. Get well soon.
Loran Amyg
2024-11-25 23:58:46 +0000 UTCTake as much time as you need for self-care and come back as strong as possible!
FFAnon
2024-11-25 23:26:21 +0000 UTCThat sounds like an immense amount of stress to deal with, and I hope that these issues will go away soon and smoothly. We're all here to support you, even if you need to take a break. Health is most important🫂
BumblingBufoon
2024-11-25 21:56:55 +0000 UTCI hope you’re able to get the rest you need soon! Take as much time as you need :)
BlackBlood89
2024-11-25 21:19:56 +0000 UTCDon't overdo it and take a good rest
アルト
2024-11-25 21:14:05 +0000 UTCAww, I'm so sorry that you're going through all that 😢 I hope things improve for you soon! 🤞
ShiromeArtiste
2024-11-25 20:57:01 +0000 UTC
