An apology

Thank you all..

Wow, I...didn't expect to find something this heavy when I came here. Then again, I've seen this happen a lot to artists... As someone with type 2 bipolar disorder, I think I should at least say something. Seek help. There is no shame in it and don't let anyone dare tell you otherwise. We all need it. Some of us don't get any of it. With the state you're in, recovery will take time. And yes, it is recovery. You are hurt, and it isn't your fault. I repeat: It isn't your fault. You clearly have people here who care about you. Tell us what's going on and how you feel. It will help you put thoughts into words easier and at least give you some way to vent. We will listen and we will try to help you. Medication is an effective option. Reach out to people who can give you something to help you. I can help you pursue this if you get lost. You are valuable. You are wanted. You are significant. You have a future. You are extremely talented. I've just seen your entire archive and the improvement I see is incredible. I found my way to you through people who recognize your art and adore it. You are known. I will be checking back here every day. Make sure you come back so I can throw money at you. I will join your Discord tomorrow. Don't give up. You are not alone.

sodacan

We wont leave you. We will stay here with you all the time and hoping for the best for you. Please take care of yourself and get better! Also DO NOT think about suicide!! That do nothing. Just gives pain to everyone who loves you. Like us. So rest as much as you need and recover yourself. We will wait for you!

That one Bell

You have nothing to apologize for. Taking care of yourself comes first and foremost. No one deserves to have to go through the horrible throes of depression, least of all someone as kind as yourself. Seek out whatever help you think is best for you, and don't worry about us. We're all rooting for you.

Frisky Moose

Poduu, it is terrifying to hear it is getting worse like this and i hope you can seek professional help or close support from people around you. Take a break from patreon and the world. Recover and take care of yourself. And like Joe said. We will be here. Wishing nothing else but good for you Poduu.

Lex Qvist

Take whatever time you need and get all the help you can. I'll miss you and your posts, but I'd much rather you take the time to get better than have you put yourself at risk to work. We'll be here when you get back.

Joe John