I Want To Be A Girl: Pt2

So it was the morning after I was invited to a sleepover with my friends Sarah and Rem. I woke up feeling like shit and extremely hungover. So I get up to go to the bathroom and almost fall over.

My head was spinning and my vision was kinda blurry, nothing washing my face in the sink and getting breakfast and coffee wouldn’t fix it. So I slowly walked to the bathroom holding the wall since I couldn’t seem to keep my balance.

I quietly walk past Sarah sleeping on the couch covered in beauty products and Rem on the floor with brownies smudged all over her face. I chuckle to myself and continue my way to the bathroom. I walked in and closed the door.

I went to lift the toilet seat up and noticed my fingernails were now painted pink. I stopped and inspected my hand, I didn’t remember them doing this, actually, I couldn’t remember much from the night before.

I looked up in the mirror to see what else they had done. I honestly thought there was someone else in the bathroom when I saw my reflection. The girls didn’t just do little things, they changed everything about me.

I looked just like a girl, makeup, hair, nails, and even my clothes were all feminine. Anyone who looked at me would think I was a girl without even questioning it. They even put me in a pair of panties with a matching bra.

They even had me wearing a set of breast forms to fill out the bra. I had a simple button-up sweater and a skirt on, and the reason I couldn't keep my balance was due to a set of heels I was walking in.

I have to admit, something about it felt right, I was extremely cute. I wasn’t really sure what happened last night so I figured I’d go to the bathroom and talk to Sarah and Rem about it when they wake up.

I went back to the toilet to lift the seat up, but I stopped. A thought popped into my head. Girls don’t usually stand when they piss, and I was dressed like one. I wanted to shrug it off, but something inside me wanted to do it.

So I left the seat down and turned around, I slid the panties I was wearing down and lifted my skirt up. Then I sat down and pissed into the toilet. It really wasn’t all that different but there was something about it, something that felt…. confirming.

I walked out of the bathroom and Sarah and Rem were awake and sitting on the couch staring at the door to the bathroom I was in. Our gazes met and no one said anything for a few moments.

Eventually, the silence was broken when Rem, jokingly said we were out of brownies. Sarah looked at her like she was going to kill her and slapped the back of her head. I couldn't help but laugh and walk to the kitchen.

I then walked to the kitchen and grabbed a few slices of cold pizza. Sarah’s gaze followed me the whole time until she asked me how I was doing. I responded my head was killing me, but otherwise okay.

She laughed and said she might have gone a little overboard with getting me drunk. She then let something slip about needing me to be drunk so she could enact her plan. The instant she said that Rem jumped on her covering her face with a pillow.

I looked at them confused and asked if this whole thing was some sort of trick. The two came clean. They invited me over to get me drunk that way they could get me to admit I wanted to be a girl just like them.

I looked at them confused and asked what they were talking about. They then explained it was super obvious. They said they could tell that I was jealous of women. They noticed it years ago, I was always checking them out.

They thought at first I was just being a horny man, but that quickly changed when they realized I was checking their outfits out. I guess it was thanks to me always complimenting them when they had cute outfits or a new haircut.

The two then began slowly punching the limits to truly find out how I felt. Once they were pretty sure they knew they set this whole night up. They were specially ordered tons of clothes in my size, makeup, and hair products just for me, and even these breast forms.

They didn’t want to awkwardly throw this onto me, so they started by inviting me to a girl's night and wanted to get me drunk enough that I’d be comfortable opening up. They admitted it wasn’t the best way to go about it but they said it worked really well.

They even pointed out the fact I wasn’t even slightly mad, or that I didn’t even remove a single piece of the feminine clothing and instead chose to walk around still wearing it all, including the heavy breasts forms.

I grew silent, after all, she was right. I didn’t even think about taking anything off, it all made me feel cute, which felt great. I then asked her what else happened last night since I couldn’t really remember.

She went on to explain the night's events. After they did my hair I was very drunk, and I was pretty much going along with everything. Rem began painting my fingernails, and Sarah began working on my face.

Sarah applied a ton of makeup, removed all specs of facial hair, and even thinned my eyebrows, which I didn't even realize. After that they stripped me naked and made me wear the bra and panties I’m currently wearing.

They stuffed the bra with the forms and went and unboxed all the clothes they had gotten for me. Then we did a mini photo shoot. They showed me all the outfits, and I was surprised that they were all to my exact taste.

Everything from shirts to shorts, dresses, to skirts and more. There were also nearly a thousand photos and videos on their phones from last night. We watched a few before she continued going over the night's events.

She hesitated for a moment before continuing. She said we had made all new social media accounts under the name Ericka, and well, we uploaded every single video and photo to them all. Then she showed me the pinned video on the bigger site.

I was sitting on the couch and the two of them were filming me asking me questions. They asked me what was going on, and I answered on video that I was becoming a girl. Then they asked me my name and I used Ericka, then finally They asked if I was happy and I said of course and smiled and posed in a cute way for the camera.

 I couldn’t help but turn bright red. Sarah panicked and said they could delete everything if that's not what I wanted. I waved it off, I told her I wasn't embarrassed because of looking like a girl, it was more of how I was acting in the video.

It was strange seeing myself like that, since my normal sober self isn't quite like that, at least not yet. After that, we sat down and talked all about my situation, and the two taught me all about the LGBT+ and went into more detail about being transgender.

They also told me more about simply crossdressing, femboys, and more. It was really informative and helped me figure out which one I fit into. So I guess I’m a trans woman, just saying it sounds nice.

I’m pretty sure this is the source of my jealousy all these years, as suddenly I don’t feel any of it now. My friends gave me a big hug and we took another photo to celebrate, and they made it very clear they would be here for me every step of the way.

Of course, Rem would require brownies but I think that’s perfectly fair. So we were all sitting on the couch and I asked them what we would do next. Sarah turned to Rem and they both nodded, then they said we could go outside.

All I had to do was get up and walk out the door, and they would be right behind me. After looking at the door for a minute, I grabbed it and flung it open. Get ready world, I want to be a girl and nothing will stop me now.