My Story Of Being Trans: Pt2 (TG-Empress)

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It’s been a few years since my incident in high school that nearly cost me my life, and well it’s been a tough road since then, and I know there are going to be more hurdles I’ll have to jump through, but honestly right now I’m very happy and thrilled to be alive.

The first year was a bit tough, moving in with Tomari and her parents while knowing my parents didn’t want anything to do with me, dealing with lawyers for a lawsuit against the school and the people who beat me up, and the therapy sessions to monitor my mental health.

It was all a lot, but over time it all got better. Tomari’s parents took really good care of me and made me realize how awful my parents really were, and at some point, I guess I stopped being sad because of them and moved to pity them for being so lonely and miserable.

After the overwhelming evidence and several teachers and other students willing to testify on my behalf the school ended up setting the lawsuit. Because they admitted fault, it helped with the lawsuits against the kids who hurt me, who all got time in juvie.

I still take in weekly to bi-weekly therapy sessions, and sometimes Tomari even joins me. I haven’t had any bad moments since that day, but I’ve come to enjoy being able to talk about problems and get an outside perspective.

It was even thanks to my therapist that I was able to get a healthy evaluation to take to my doctor to start transitioning. I’ve now been on hormones for a little over four and a half years, and ass you can tell I’m looking and feeling great about it.

I even went ahead and got bottom surgery, although that was a bit more recent and I’m still adjusting to the change. It’s nice to not have a bulge in my panties now, but it's a bit surreal not having a penis anymore.

Like I’m really glad I don’t have it and I don’t regret removing it, and it didn’t work all that well anymore anyway, but I still can't believe I finally did it. I was honestly lucky to be able to afford it, got to thank the lawsuit, and because of that I was able to afford transitioning and the surgery.

It also helped pay for Tomari and my college. She did try to tell me I didn't need to pay for it, but she was really important to me and was there for me, her parents had let me live for free for over a year, so it was the least I could do.

Speaking of Tomari did I mention we may have started dating? Yeah, that’s right, we started dating a month after we moved into our college apartment. Tomari finally worked up the courage to ask me out, and I agreed not even realizing it was a date.

I was just happy to be hanging out with her. We had an amazing dinner where we both wore super fancy dresses and when we went back to our apartment she stopped me before I opened the door and she pulled me in and kissed me.

Then while looking into my eyes she told me she loved me. She then said she’d always loved me, and it didn’t matter if I was a boy or a girl, had a penis or vagina, hell I could have a flat-screen television between my legs and she wouldn't care.

It was me she loved and who she wanted to spend the rest of her life with. She then stared at me waiting for a response, and I just stayed silent. Not because I didn't feel the same, but because on the inside I was screaming like a teenage girl watching her favorite boyband live.

Tomari took the silence as rejection said sorry and quickly pushed passed me to get into the apartment. My body made up for what my mouth wouldn't and I grabbed her arm. She turned to look at me nearly with tears in her eyes.

Then I pulled her back and stole a kiss from her like she did to me moments ago. When I removed my lips from hers and opened my eyes she had started crying, but now it was because she was so happy. Seeing her cry ended up making me cry, and we headed inside for the first time as a couple.

That actually brings us to today. It’s out four year anniversary. We planned to stay home and cook dinner together, set up the kitchen table with a fancy tablecloth and some candles, and dine with some romantic music.

When I woke up this morning I headed over to the salon. I got my hair cut and my nails done. When I got back Tomari was off likely doing the same or shopping. We split the work, she’d go shopping and I’d set everything up.

So I pulled out the tablecloth and got it on the table, then I pulled out the candle holders, plates, and silverware and set them up. I washed all the dishes from the night before and put them away, then grabbed the pots, pans, and other stuff we needed to cook tonight and set them on the stove.

Then I created a playlist of music for us to listen to, for both dinner and what came afterward. Speaking of, that needed a bit of work as well. I went to the bedroom and set up the remaining candle holders and candles.

I then pulled out a super soft set of sheets, and a brand-new silky comforter to place on top of the bed. Tomari had no idea I got this stuff, and I’m positive she’s not expecting it. Tonight will likely be the first time we sleep together.

Hopefully, she’s up to it, but either way, it’ll now be on the table. As embarrassing as it is to admit, we haven’t slept together and I haven’t slept with anyone. I never liked my penis enough to use it, so while I had it sex was sort of off the table, and since I got surgery I’ve been recovering.

But I recently saw a doctor who told me I was all set and fully recovered. Which is why I’m so excited. So now all I have to do is wait for Tomari to be ready, but before we even talk about it we have a dinner to cook and eat.

I headed to the bathroom and shaved a few of my visible areas, like my legs and armpits then I went and changed into a cute white strapped dress and put on a bit of makeup. Now I was looking really good and feeling super cute.

I head back out into the main room and close the door behind me. I hear a thud at the door followed by Tomari asking herself where her keys were. So I walked over to the door and opened it to see her holding like ten backs.

I help her get the groceries in and we put most of them away and leave out what we got for dinner. After that, we started to cook. We made one of my favorite meals, crab alfredo atop two types of pasta.

Then we made several of her favorite side dishes, like homemade garlic bread, mashed potatoes, cauliflower, and broccoli. Then we even made some dessert, which was an apple pie, and brownies, both of our favorites.

It was a bit of food, but it was a special day, plus cooking was a bunch of fun, although we did make a mess. Luckily we were both wearing aprons and neither of us got our clothes dirty, which kept Tomari out of the bedroom and ruined my surprise.

Tomari brought all the food to the table, I started the music and lit the candles, and then we sat down to eat. Tomari poured us some wine and we began to dine. We talked about our day, then school life, and finally, we began to flirt with each other.

After dinner, Tomari brought me a slice of pie and a brownie with a fork. She had also brought a plate for herself. I went to use my fork on it when I noticed something on my plate that was very clearly inedible.

It was a silver ring with a bright blue gemstone in it. It honestly looked expensive. I picked it off and wiped it off with my napkin and looked at Tomari. I asked her if she accidentally dropped her ring on my pie.

But she wasn’t sitting across from me as I expected, instead, I found her kneeling on the side of me smiling. She then asked me to marry her. I once again found myself speechless, and I was only able to point at the ring and then myself.

Tomari laughed and said who else here she’d be asking to marry her. Then she said I didn’t have to say anything, but if I wanted her to slip the ring on my finger then to nod and hand her back the ring. I smiled and nodded, then placed the ring back in her hand.

The next moment, she was slipping it onto my finger and I was jumping in her arms crying. We spun around a few times and landed on the floor laughing and kissing. I told her I loved her so much, and this was the best gift ever.

Then as I lay on top of her on the floor, I told her I had a gift as well, although it wasn’t nearly as great. I got up and told her to give me a minute and I ran to the room. I lit all the candles and moved the music to the stereo we keep in the bedroom.

Then I waved her to the bedroom. Then I slipped off my dress revealing the lingerie I had hidden underneath and posed on the bed all sexy, just as she always talked about. When she walked in she put her hands on her face and turned bright red.

She asked me if I was sure and I nodded. Now that we were going to be wives, I was more sure than ever that I wanted to be with her in every sense. She smiled stripped down and joined me in bed. One very passionate night later we were cuddling in bed talking about our future.

Our future had us finishing college and getting married and who knows what else. Tomari made a joke about adopting kids and me being a great mother, and honestly, I think she’d be right. I’d love to be a mother, maybe one day.