Personal Health Update + Donations?

Hello there my lovely mofos ^^

Well, it has allready pass a week since this health issues with my hearth happened, unfortunally, i am still having that issue even a week later, i thought that it probabbly was something that might last a few days as max, but it seems to be something serious, well, not to the point where i require some sort of open hearth surgery, god no! O.o;;

Mostly, theres times of the day where i feel some weird sensations on my chest where my hearth is located, sometimes it hurts a little went my hearth beats, is not something xtremely painfull, but it's annoying, also that i feel a little weak during those occasions, plus, i can heard my freaking hearth pumping hard, not at a fast rate, but on a slow but strong rate, this happends specially went i am about to sleep, which is very annoying, i am barely able to have some good sleep recently, so far from what i could research due to the symptoms, is that i am having some sort of condition where my hearth is beating more slower of what it should be, which it can explain why i am feeling weak, is like the opposite thing from those people that has the hypertension issue, where their hearths beats xtremelly fast.

Well, that is what i manage to find out, but on this week i will go to a clinic and see if i can run out some medical tests in order to figured out what the fuck i have (well... if i manage to find a clinic or medical center that is still working around here...), alongside with other minor health issues besides my hearth, i just really hope that is not something serious, i will be a liar if i didnt tell you that i am a bit scared about all this, sometimes went i am about to sleep at night, i am afraid that i might have some sort of hearth attack thing while i am sleeping... ughhh....i am allready having so many problems with the internet and power issues, and i definitely this is something that i don't need right now >->;

However, i am trying to be the most possitive as possible ^^ i mean, is not like i will go to a corner and cry in fetal position and do nothing.

On another topic, my commissions are closed for the moment, i dont want to force myself even further with extra work, i will try to finish the ones that i have at the moment, then i will take a LOOOOOOOOOOONG hiatus from commissions and focuz on my own stuffs and on patreon content. It has been months since i have done something for my patroners, they need attention damn it!

In another aspect, one of my friends sugested me to make a donation option with the pay. me thing that paypal has, like some sort of alternative for those people that wants to support me, but not on patreon since some people don't like how Patreon works and stuff, which, i can understand, sometimes Patreon can be very confusing at times with the whole credit card thing.

But the thing is.... *sigh* you see, i am way too damn stuborn, like a f*king old mule, i don't like the idea of people giving me money without nothing in return, all the things that i buy is with the money that i earned with commissions and with the support from my patreon, which i am very grateful, since thanks to them, is how i manage to survive on this last months, the main income for buying food and first need things comes from Patreon, commissions income is more for buy other things, but mostly, i am spending all the money on making some repairs on my house.

Althought... thanks to the recent events with the power issues, the internet issues and the health problems... i guess that having some extra income would come handy, my friend told me that i should stop to be so damn stuborn and let people help me out a little more, and i guess he is right, despice of still being in total desagreement with the idea, i need some sort of back up plan if the worst case scenario happends.

I did manage to make myself a pay. me link a couple of days ago, thanks to my friend's help, we tested and it works, so i gonna leave it right here:

 https://paypal.me/deiviz?locale.x=es_XC 

WAIT! if you are allready one of my patroners, you dont have to donate me, since you are allready supporting me, but, i know that some people doesn't care about that stuff, so... well, there you go.

I am planning to do a funny pic about one of my OCs making some sort of donation thing xD i will make it for sure! but with all the commissions that i have to finish, it's gonna take some time first -w-; but i will put the pay. me link on the descriptions of my posts from now on -3-; 

Well... i guess that's all for now, sorry if this journal was a bit too long, i don't like to do huge ass journals neither, but i needed to explain a few points and such, either way, i will keep you guys updated about the situation ^^