SLOWWWWWWWWWWWW
Added 2023-03-23 00:32:21 +0000 UTCbeen debating on how to word this update for a few weeks now and have not come up with an elegant way to say that i am barely surviving mentally right now unfortunately.
my way here basically went like this
> get covid in november
> meds almost entirely stop working, i guess bc of covid
> go off meds so i can try some more.. natural medicine
> completely backfires, feel worse than ever lol
my brain feels like it's deteriorating. some days i feel like i can barely form sentences verbally lmao it's so, so bad
i'm in the process of trying to rewrite some things that were bothering me about Ride or Die, and it's seeming like it will need a lot more work than i anticipated. i'm getting help from friends tho, so there's still some progress being made...
but until i can feel comfortable continuing ROD pages ... is there anything else i can do?
i know you guys are really nice and probably just want to just tell me to rest but ... i still need money Q_Q. so if you wanna throw out any ideas for things you'd like to see.. especially if it's stuff that requires minimal brain/creative energy, let me know!
some random things that come to mind: written OC Q&As, short written character ramblings, any kind of tutorial or compilation of tips, PDFs, shitty sketchy doodle commissions/requests, new wallpapers, art redraws, redlines of your art, etc....?
i have a couple new ocs that i've been doodling here and there but (and i get like this with all new characters i make) i'm too shy to share them quite yet, but here's a lil preview
anyway thanks for sticking around guys T__T i know the lack of updates is super lame rn <3
Comments
Yeah, I’ve always felt like your updates come faster than I can take them in. I appreciate your skill, and hope you can rest and dawdle and sleep and daydream. No guilt! Rest is part of the creative process. Maybe look out your window and doodle something that says “spring” to you?
Heidi
2023-04-02 22:19:51 +0000 UTC
