LONG UPDATE

Heya Y'alllllll,
First of all, I know I have been incredibly absent for a while now, and I know this is a massively overdue update post.
I am sorry for the long absence, truth is I've been incredibly burnt out for a while and kept pushing myself to "make that one audio" every once in a while, which both deteriorated the quality of audio's, as the writing / creativity behind them and so on.
While being burnt out brought back part of my depression-mentality, it also brought along some good news.
On the 20th of April, 2021, I proposed to, what I can only say having a massive smile on my face, my Fiance. Since then, I have taken a step back to think about a lot of things.
As some may know, my fiance and I are in a long distance relationship and so, after getting engaged, I've been struggling with the big question that follows: "who's moving to who country-wise?".

After some talking, we've mostly (for now at least) made up our mind which consists of me leaving behind my family (or what remains of such) and am making the big move in a couple years towards my fiance.

While this decision was not hard on itself, the subsequent life-changing questions that come with that have hit me quite hard the past phew weeks.
These being "Am I happy with my current job while still being here?", "what would hold me back from moving closer to my family while I'm still in this country?", "Would I want 2 years or so of job experience from my university degree area of expertise, or would I rather go for a management position in where I am currently, and depending on that, which would look better on a resume?".
and many more, but I've noticed I keep rambling.

While pondering these questions, I realized I had not thought about youtube at all for a while, and thus, here we are. I've successfully made another audio that I, myself, am proud of having made in a while. I'll be uploading this one to youtube tonight and instandly to patreon at the same time for the add-free experience to all of you here.

Going forward, I shall be aiming for 1 video per week as I slowly get back into this and also while juggling the life questions above. I'm going to be aiming to release 1 video to youtube OR patreon per week as I'm starting back up now, but will try to make the patreon ones considerably longer. I am sorry for the inconvenience. In addition, I will be uploading 2 video's to Patreon alone this week to compensate for the past phew weeks :3

Comment down below anything you want to see for those 2 videos :D :D :D