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For whom it may concern 

last update before i just focus on storytimes, nsfw, sfw, and rambles.

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I know this is months old but I don’t think I’ve ever related so much to a complete stranger. I don’t know…perhaps it was serendipity that brought me here… Our life stories are eerily similar and though it’s heartbreaking to hear that someone went through that same pain you wouldn’t wish upon anyone; it is oddly comforting to know that person truly understands how you feel, and you understand them. Craving real connection is the human condition I guess… I try my best to respect all people; whether they suffered in life or not. But I cannot deny that I have a special place in my heart for those that suffer such pain and live to tell the tale.

Maryam Nazr

I know this is months old but I just wanted to thank you for being so open, honest and self aware about your life experiences and childhood. SO much of it was relatable and although it's unfortunate to know others have experienced certain tribulations, especially as innocent children, there's also comfort in knowing people have walked a similar path as you and are still here trying to do their best to rise above and become better people. I'm sure sometimes you think these rambles don't do anything but they definitely do when some of us feel isolated in our personal lifes experiences and healing journey. I appreciated this🫂 I hope you're doing better and always do what you have to do to take care of yourself❤️

SM ♡ ⁸⁸⁸

Wishing you all the best in every aspect of your life. Thank you for being vulnerable with us. You’re talented and you matter. I appreciate you.💞💋

Ash

I will always rather have a dollar than 4 quarters.

Audiogasm021

Hard agree, ADHD here too and I definitely do the same... listening to youtube videos at 1.5x speed while looking at stuff on my phone in between glimpses at the stream I've got going on on my other monitor, lol. Chaotic brain needs moar chaos.

gothgrrl

Sorry to hear that you're having a rough time David... I have no doubt that you've helped every single person that listens to your audios mentally and emotionally in one way or another, and so now it's our turn to support you in the same regard. So do what you need to do, we'll still be here :)

gothgrrl

You have a great circle when you need. I’m slowly learning how not to retrieve to the woods and die. My mother is dead and my dad and I have a very arms length relationship. Once I was actually dying in a hospital and refused to call my dad- I had one friend. I just didn’t want to upset my dad and I felt if at least one person knows- then that’s good enough. Sometimes we need just one friend. I know that’s a horrible parable I just described but I have lived a horrible life.

Ann Gora

Take your time to heal! you’re health matters the most. sending love 🫶🏼🤍

Litzia

this was a rlly nice audio to start my day ty

Lainey

🤞🏼

Shavaughan

sending u love & healing! take ur time with the process, we’ll be here when u get back 🤍 ||but u gotta update us with the feral food pics when u do heh🤨💀||

ari

You got this David. Wishing you all the luck on your journey. Your bounce back is about to something CRAZY! 💙💙

Kitty

If I can leave something for everyone to think about amidst this, I think about this quote often and I'll leave it here with all of you. "Practice moderation in all things except love" - Gary Zukav

Hayley Munn

im not done listening but I just want to say that I too was/am an observer. and i too— isolate when things get so bad. Coming from someone who had to raise herself mentally/ emotionally, it was hard for me to communicate especially as an adult. But thankfully, I’ve practiced sm that it’s one of my best assets now. Thank you for being so transparent and vulnerable with us. I felt like you were talking about part of my childhood as well. Makes me feel less alone. Whatever you need to heal do it. The healing journey is endless and it’s beautiful and it’s messy. But it’s so worth it. I wish you the best of the best. You got this ✨all the good healing vibes David. take care pls

cami ᰔ

💕

Lyn England

This is crazy relatable. Thank you for sharing. I don’t know a lot of people that grew up the way I did, and as a result, I never miss an opportunity to make sure that the people I love know that they are loved. Whatever the next step is, I know you will kill it! ❤️

Hollow.kittie

you’re an amazing person we’re all here for you no matter what!

Alejandra

truly excited for this journey of yours! live ya lifeeee & take care ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ✩‧˚

hannie ♡

🫶🫶🫶 you got this!!!

jopanz

❤️

annapanda

Take care of yourself David! We’ll be here when you’re ready! 💜

Samirah

I feel like I should apologize for the terms I used when I commented on the original post I truly didn’t mean anything by it. I’m mixed too and I use those as like general terms of endearment for people especially when its clear they’re not having a good time and I really felt for you listening to you talk about everything that’s going on (similar experiences on my end). Do your thing bro - we will be here cheering you on every step of the way 😌

Bindi

✨Ames✨

🧡 take your time king. We'll be here.

Elly Beth

These pauses did feel even more emotional🥺 Take care!

annapanda

Go heal and take your time. You don't need any validation for these type of things. No matter how long it takes on your journey, find balance again. 🫶

tanyjha

BabygirlKC

Do what you gotta do..cheering you on from the sidelines 🙂🫶

Marissa

I'm so fucking excited for you and your journey 🫶🏼 It's lovely to see a wonderful person getting to heal themselves through positive experiences and balance, which sounds like you are seeking. Thank you for being honest and transparent with us. I can only speak for myself, but your stories show me I'm not alone in my experiences and it feels... Comfy. Take your time, but I hope you make it as fun of a time as you can. We will be here when you're ready. Your health and wellbeing are most important. Also, can't diagnose you as ADHD, but I do the same damn thing and I am. Just sayiiiiiinnnn 🫶🏼 Glad your mom had a good time at what I'm assuming it's the livestock show and rodeo in Texas. Have the best experiences Mr David!!!!!

Ishkabibble

❤️ u, here if you need me

✨Ames✨

David, my heart hurts for you I'm so sorry you're having a hard time. Ever since I got here I've always known you're a person who's filled with kindness and understanding deep down. And we all see that, I think we truly do. Sometimes this little thing called life can be really fucking hard and nothing makes sense whatsoever. I haven't commented in a while like this, full disclosure. But I think our world can always use some kindness and I've always found that in you and our little corner of the internet. Please do whatever you need to take care of yourself, your mental health is essential.

Hayley Munn

♥️ u more!!

sara with no h

speaking as an introvert who also isolates when things are bad, take your time. we'll be here when you get back. thanks for always being real with us and communicating. the transparency is nice especially since almost none of this is our business ♥️

sara with no h

honestly I so admire how self aware you are and your efforts to change things in your life, that’s so unbelievably hard to do. Good luck in anything you decide to do, know you always have support ✨

Emily Rose

❤️

annapanda

Be well, dear one. I am so proud of you❣️

Tasha

listening back lmao wtf am i talking about.. anyway you get the jist

Audiogasm021

You’re amazing and things will get better 💜

Erin Ridder

This too will pass, you're doing an amazing job, David. Sending you all the love and healing vibes 💖

TJade


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