Moarrr D.va!
Added 2016-11-12 00:05:25 +0000 UTCHello patronites!! Thank you so much for your last messages ^^ I really appreciated them.
How are you today? Are you gonna have the weekend off? If yes, what are you gonna do?
About me... well I've been struggling to stay on pc or phone lately. I don't know the reason but it's being super hard for me. Unconsciously I try to avoid it doing everything I can that ain't related to pc. I'm kinda feeling meh about me, both my looks and my mind lately. And also my work. So I tend to isolate myself in my own shell and that's why I'm silent. I wanted to do lots of stuff this month due my free time, but lately I'm hating everything I do. :( And I spend most of my day sleeping. Or watching Netflix with Lia while Edu plays Wow. I don't understand why I feel so unmotivaded/depressed. I really don't. I have a great partner, a good family, adorable pets and amazing people supporting me... and still... I feel like I'm my worst enemy. I used to be so optimistic about my life/everything and now I'm just a big "MEH" :/
Sorry for the vent. Thought you deserved to know what's going on.
Love you.
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Brynhild Cosplay
2016-11-17 11:15:08 +0000 UTCI understand that all too well :( If you can, take an hour or even a half hour out and sit somewhere quiet. Use that to listen to your thoughts. Away from distractions if you can. That is what I used to do. It might not work for you but it is a suggestion. I wish you the best of luck.
Charles H A Gorrie
2016-11-16 14:23:11 +0000 UTCJames, I miss your comments here! And I'm sorry you've been through the same. It really sucks. And yes, I can totally relate and understand you... I've been trying to do new things, but as you said, the hype is short :( You don't have to worry about shipping me anything! Yes, he loves it, but shipping items (not paper) outside Brazil is so damn hard and expensive! I'd suggest you to get a costume maker up there! I'm sure there's a lot!
Danielle Vedovelli
2016-11-16 14:22:09 +0000 UTCThank you, Daniel ;_;
Danielle Vedovelli
2016-11-16 14:15:34 +0000 UTCThanks, Charles! But I don't see how I would take a break in my scenario. :(
Danielle Vedovelli
2016-11-16 14:15:09 +0000 UTCObrigada, Mi ♡ queria tanto que morássemos perto :(
Danielle Vedovelli
2016-11-16 14:14:08 +0000 UTCThank you, Clifford ;_; ♡
Danielle Vedovelli
2016-11-16 14:13:12 +0000 UTCAw Dennis ;_; thank you so much for your kind words and support. And I don't think I'm eligible to take a break :P
Danielle Vedovelli
2016-11-16 14:11:43 +0000 UTCThanks for your support, Alekz ;_;
Danielle Vedovelli
2016-11-16 14:09:03 +0000 UTCWish I could! ;_;
Danielle Vedovelli
2016-11-16 14:08:20 +0000 UTCI understand you completely because I life the same thing as you at currently :'( This is why I am also quiet... Sorry ! Take care ! I love you so much <3
Didier Crabos
2016-11-13 22:51:30 +0000 UTCYesterday was a federal holiday, so 3 day weekend here in US. Just did some grocery shopping and some KofC stuff. then today saw Dr. Strange in 3d (Worth it) and grilled some burgers. tomorrow just going to make some gingersnap cookies. Speaking of Dr. Strange, maybe consider doing a gender bend cosplay of Dr. Strange?
Jeremie Santos
2016-11-13 00:29:44 +0000 UTC1) You're a fantastic person Danielle, don't forget that. 2) You probably just need to unwind a bit or add some spice to what you already do, get out of your comfort zone as they say. Try some new things, have you been able to officially go back to kickboxing? I think I remember you saying that you were in the process but I don't remember if you officially got back into training. That can be a productive way to motivate yourself again. 3) We understand, don't feel like you're letting us down or anything like that. You often go out for work related stuff, maybe Edu and you can go out somewhere for a date night, I'm sure he'd be down for that. WoW raids can be fun but date night with Danielle can be too, besides a kiss from the sweetheart is worth a 100 of the most amazing loot drops, ha ha. 4) Vent all you want, everyone joined because they love the content and they adore the person who makes it, so take comfort in that.
Brandon Beamish
2016-11-12 18:47:10 +0000 UTCBattling depression is hard, but just know you have support in all aspects of life including from me:) if you need anything at all don't hesitate to let me know(: you probably just need some time off or a vacation hehe
Cesar Gonzalez
2016-11-12 17:54:41 +0000 UTCYou probably trying to satisfy everyone. Your fans on every social media, patreon, but forgot about yourself. Just find a time and do what you want to do and dont mind these things...that you MUST something ...we like you the way you are :)
snake7778
2016-11-12 09:43:31 +0000 UTCI guess your body and your mind needs a break of everything. You should rest and take some time for yourself. Meeting friends or family is the best medicine. 😊
Ewelyra
2016-11-12 07:48:16 +0000 UTCHi Dani, just need to keep ur mind busy to help from thinking like that , maybe play video games :) I wish you well! ;) much love!!
SKYgloomy
2016-11-12 05:30:41 +0000 UTCYeah you need a vacation away from this stuff. Its not fun anymore if you look at it as work. Just relax and do something new and fun. Depression really sucks. I know because I take medication for it and still do other bad stuff that results in more depression. We love you and yes please take a vacation.
Samuel E Pacheco
2016-11-12 05:29:41 +0000 UTCThank you very much for telling us about your present struggle. Hopefully it'll pass with time, but while we are waiting I'll include it in my thoughts and prayers 😊
Emmanuel I. Uzoh
2016-11-12 03:25:58 +0000 UTCYou are welcome to vent here. This should be your safe place. So relax, take a warm tea, and type your worries away. :)
Milos
2016-11-12 01:18:00 +0000 UTCSounds like your burnt out . Might I suggest sky diving or taking a trip somewhere that doesn't involve you working just try some new things. Rest is important too, and if that's what your body needs then sleep LOTS. We're always with you anyways ^^.
DiabloXIIIofWar
2016-11-12 01:17:39 +0000 UTCI'm no expert in advises but, maybe you need some new perspective you know? Do something "outside the box". And hey, sleeping is awesome! I love sleeping haha (I know some people may say I'm wasting my life but w/e) And please, don't feel 'meh' about your looks or work. Believe in us, patreons and your fans, when we say that you are incredibly beautiful and talented. So take care! We all love you very much! :)
Thiago Ferreira
2016-11-12 00:57:27 +0000 UTCHope you pass this phase and get motivated to enjoy your life. As you know by the thousands of fans you have, you are both strikingly gorgeous and a great cosmaker; and as you said yourself, you have a great partner and family... even great pets! Maybe if you and Edu go outside and have some fun in the city you would feel better.
Ricardo Barrig
2016-11-12 00:47:46 +0000 UTCIt is alright Dani, maybe you just need something new, do something you have never done, go somewhere you have never been and go see some friends more often. Find things that are different and do them. Sometimes, if you never do things just for yourself you will feel like that. Just do more for yourself and maybe you will feel better.
Nickolas Zissimos
2016-11-12 00:30:40 +0000 UTCDanielle, I feel you on this, I feel the same way, and have felt this way for upcoming 4 to 5 YEARS now... I get happy and excited about something for a short time, but it makes it feel like the crash gets worse every time. Like I do less and less every time it happens... I've told you all this several times now, but we can't give up, although we feel like it.. Try something different, watch some anime for 24 hours straight! I'm currently watching Inuyasha again (Episode 133 at the moment) as I haven't watched The Final Act yet! The new place I have is great, and I haven't forgotten about the item I need to send you! Just waiting on a time when I have more money - which is hard lately. I also still wish to look into doing an Edward Elric Cosplay in the future, doesn't your dad like making things? I could use an arm for the cosplay! *Wink, Wink*
James Hughes
2016-11-12 00:24:27 +0000 UTCNothing wrong with taking a step back to reevaluate yourself. This slump will pass so take as much time as you need to get your mind right and focused. Just remember we are all on your side <3
Daniel Almaraz
2016-11-12 00:22:19 +0000 UTCI can relate to your situation. Take a little break and relax. Take care if yourself.
Charles H A Gorrie
2016-11-12 00:19:10 +0000 UTCMaravilhosa sempre! Eu acho que também tenho vários períodos assim que nem tu =/ Tento me distrair com alguma coisa aleatória quando isso acontece (assistir, cozinhar ou arrumar as coisas em casa, qualquer coisa que eu vou conseguir fazer direito e não vou me odiar ou odiar o resultado do que fiz) e as vezes resolve. Mas é bem chato ficar assim e eu espero que tu se sinta melhor logo, porque tu é maravilhosa, lembra sempre disso! E qualquer coisa me chama! <3
Brynhild Cosplay
2016-11-12 00:18:12 +0000 UTCI felt the same way as you. But hey, you were getting more and more credit of your hardwork on cosplay. Everybody still care for you by show spirit for you of becoming the one of the top most beautiful cosplayers in the world. ♡ ^.^
Clifford
2016-11-12 00:16:15 +0000 UTCYou can always vent to us, never a problem. I know what you are going trough, I had a period like that too. Even that bad I started to hurt myself. Hope everything will get better soon. We will always be there for you. It's not a shame if you want to take a break for a while. If you need it, you need it! Your mental health is very important. And you know where to find me if you want a person to talk to. My plans this weekend? Draw draw and draw haha ah yes, and some cello. And sleep, I really need to sleep more. Dani, take good care of yourself okay? We really love you and support you, no mather what. *huge and warm hug*
Dennis Verheijen
2016-11-12 00:12:24 +0000 UTCI know the feeling, can really tell you much about it, just that you have my support I have battled with my self image all my life and I know it's hard.
Alekz Roque A
2016-11-12 00:11:12 +0000 UTCWhat you need is some pizza and a big hug from me. Some come to the US already lol
Elliott Zapata
2016-11-12 00:07:26 +0000 UTC
