Hey ❤️

Hey sweeties, I'm sorry for the sudden silence. I got some bad news from my family in Brazil and I kinda isolated myself these last days. I was only studying, working and talking to my family.

Now I’m already better. I needed this time to properly digest everything that happened, so now it’s time to come back to our normal schedule 😊

(Full explanation below in case you wanna know what happened)

So here’s a pic from a new modeling photoshoot I made 🥳 It’s just a regular winter dress but you’ve been requesting casual photoshoots for a while! Since now we’re back to 2 new (normal) sets per month I can release both modeling and cosplay every once in a while 🥰 Hope you like it!

Anyways, it’s study time for me ☺️ It’s already 10 am here! Yesterday we had another kanji test and today we have the weekly achievement test 😂 Wish me luck 🍀

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➜ And here’s what happened because I know you worry ♡

Well, going straight to the point: My brother has Kidney failure.

It's been years since one of his kidneys doesn't "work" anymore. At all. It's completely failed. And the other kidney had less than 20% of its function some years ago, now imagine this year...

He has this chronic disease since he was born but we only found it out some years ago. And he will be 35 years old in March.

He had his first big "crisis" around 2012-13 if I recall correctly. Back then he did a surgery that he needed, took care of his health for a short period of time and then completely ignored his problem until some years after.

In 2017 he had another very bad crisis where he needed to go to the hospital with urgency again. He did some sort of a treatment which honestly I don't know how to explain and guess what? Completely ignored his problem once again...

But for us - his family - he was always saying his exams were all okay (and I honestly understand this because I would do the same. I don't like people to worry about me)

And well, this last weekend he got very sick again and my sister finally convinced him to go to his doctor. And for our surprise, the doctor said that if he waited more about 45 days he could be dead. Yeah, it was a shock for everyone.

This week he already visited many doctors and yesterday afternoon he did another surgery. It was expected for Friday night or next week but it was that urgent 😞 He’s now having 3x hemodialysis sessions per week. 2h, 3h and 4h respectively each. He’s doing that mainly because soon he will need a transplant. And before you ask, yes... Unfortunately I'm not compatible. Different blood types.

All of this made me very sad, but I also stayed optimistic. I'm happy finally things are happening and soon he will be better. He will be going through some very bad moments but in the end it will be worth it ^^

It saddens me to be far away specially in this moment, but I'm doing everything I can to help him.

Anyways, please send good vibes to my family 🙏🏻

That’s it 🥺 sorry for always writing so much 8D

Love you 💖