Meh 😢

Hey patronites! I have some bad news 😓

Unfortunately due incompatibilities between my schedule and most of yours, I'll be removing the livestream rewards. 😫

I still do want to do livestreams, but I will be making them as a plus whenever I'm able to, and joins me whoever is able to. By making it a reward, it's been really stressful to figure out what to do. January is almost over and I still haven't found a matching schedule with the patrons I've been talking to, and there's other ones I didn't even had the chance to message yet!!! It's becoming an impossible task. Damn Japan timezone! 😭
Hope you understand and forgive me! 💔

Also... Sometimes I get some messages like "You should do like X person does" or "But Y person shoots so much more content" and this type of message really hurts. Everyone has their preferences, including me. I actually LIKE the style of content or photos I bring you. I know there's people out there who provide much more content than what I do, but usually these people either have more time than I or they hire people to help them because they earn enough for that. Neither of these are my situation. 

You know I'm currently studying in Japan and school won't last forever. But while I'm enrolled to the japanese school I need to have a bigger attendance rate than 91% and I need to have good scores (to pass to the next levels and also for personal goals). Since I'm a beginner, my classes are still during the afternoon. As soon as I move to the morning period I'll have more time again! It's much easier to coordinate life while studying in the morning. I know all of this is my job and it's my obligation to bring you content, but it's not like I don't bring new content every month! 😐

These last days have been rough for me. Stressed out with school million tests, getting sick, trying to cheer up my family while missing them and being sad by not being on their side specially in this hard moment. Also trying to figure out the schedule with some patrons have been so incredibly hard, so I came to this decision to remove the livestream rewards... 

Ah, I also decided I'll be removing Tier 5 for February and on. There's still some spots left for this month so this is the only opportunity to have these rewards. 

You know... I've been giving my best to be good both as a student and content creator, I really wish I earned more $$$ or had more time so I could do so much more things, but sadly that's not my reality so far. I know I don't offer so many things, but I try to put as much quality as I can in the work I do. I do almost everything alone, Edu takes my photos (and he's not even a real photographer) but I am the one who plan and edit all the pictures. Well, everything else regarding my work I do by myself. It's definitely a lot of work, but I do every single thing with love.

I'm sorry for some people having to read this vent, but you know I feel comfortable with you guys. And I really needed to take this off my chest.

I love you ❤