[M4A] I Need Your Touch [BFE] [Long Distance Relationship] [Sad] [My Real Feelings Today] [I Miss You] [I Don't Want To Worship A Memory] [I Need You Now] [Don't Deny Me] [It Feels Like Love] [Crying] [Begging] [16:10]
Added 2023-11-22 14:01:11 +0000 UTCI wake up and I feel like if I don't know that this is real right now or soon I am lost. I want to be able to be there, with you, right now, and I'm scared. I'm crying over it. I hate feeling like this. I want to be so happy and present with you. I can't, and I want to beg selfishly and feel afraid because of it. I want you to emotionally connect with me now and want this too. I cried again today. I find it hard to crawl out of being this mess for my audience without cheating right now. I will cheat to feel ok, because I can't have you and I need to be fun and playful to make any progress. I'd rather just have you and hide from them.
